At college
So I'm at college I guess, I'm really scared thought because I haven't made a lot of friends. I've only made one and her name is Erin, she lives acorss the hall from me and she rooms with a volleyball player. I'm just so afriad of making friends I am so bad at it. I also don't have a roomate so its not like I can take her with me for support, it's so awkward. Maybe tomorrow will be better but for right now and am feeling kinda aloof. I think that most people are at inner but I'm not that hungry so I am just chilling here, plus I dont really have anyone to sit with and I dont want to like stalk anyone. Charlie stopped by before and it made me so happy, I wish that he could have stayed longer. He made Siena feel more like home for me. =[ I'm really tired right now and I feel like calling him but I've already called him twice today. Speaking of which I found a girl with PKU and I have to tell him about because shes the only other person I know with PKU. So yeah, I really wish that I wasn't shy. I'm such a loser =[