I'm not ready...
It seems like every other day one person will ask me "So, are you ready to leave?" acting like they already know the answer and I go, "Honestly, I'm not ready yet." And I really feel that way. I feel like I have so much more time in high school left when I really don't. There's only 44 days for us seniors, and then I'll never see half these people again. Like, honestly I will probably never see Catt Beers again or Joey Merc, which is kinda sad, like I wasn't really good friends with them in the first place but they were still funny people and I hate leaving friendships behind. Another thing, I hate not talking to friends that I do have. Like I never talk to Amanda Granata anymore and I really miss her :( I don't really talk to Luke anymore either which STINKS because he was like my best guy friend in the world and I really wanted to try and stay in touch with both those people especially Luke because he was special (not in a retarded way) but he's one of those people that you meet in your life that you don't want to let go of. I hate college, I hate the decesion you have to make to leave and when you leave you leave things behind. I know that I'm the ONLY one who feels this way because everyone is always saying "I can't wait to get out of this place", well honestly, I'm not ready at all and thats scary.