Feel like going insane, got a fire in your brain, and you're thinking of drinking gasoline....
As a matter of fact,
honey I know this act.
It's called... Shut the fuck up before I shoot you in the fucking face.
I don't ever know what I'm feeling anymore. Shit shit shit. I really am going insane.. I just want to be all... oihgofyv08dfyghl and hope you know what I mean.
I mean.. Ugh. gjgdjykrtjtjetjoipjetkdl;gilherhy, you know? It's weird. Being at YPAS again. It's like.. Time stops. Or goes too fast. Like.. I wake up.. Get there.. The day has just begun, but it feels like 2PM. And then I'm there for 3.5 hours.. And when I step outside.. It's like 12:15 and the day has just begun. But it feels like I've been doing shit all day.. And I go home.. It's like.. 1pm.. And jesus. Is it 6 yet? And I just sit here, because I'm exausted. For no reason other than the TIME is fucking with my head. Maybeeee.. I'll start taking my medicine again and get the blood pumping and some energy flowing.
Read this!!!
Yesterday I made myself pass out. It was so cool. So then I called David and told him how awesome it was. He's so cool. I wish he didn't live far away. I would totally go hang with him. But it felt so incredible... I stood up and I was ready, but I didn't think it was going to work.. And I was like.. Well shit.. But then everything was black and I heard like 3436 people talking in my head at once and I couldn't make sense of it, I just remember this like splitting headache. So then.. I'm sitting there like.. Holding myself up.. Like I had been sitting there for a while. My hand is on my forehead pushing back my hair.. And I wanted to like.. Moan or make some kind of noise because my head hurt so bad, but I didn't know if anyone was there so I really didn't want to and then I did anyways. So then I opened my eyes and I was like.. What the hell? Dude. Shit..? Where am I? How long have I been sitting here? And then I was like.. Oh shit! Sweet! It worked! So then I lay back down and my heart is like.. Pumping so hard. It's not racing, it's just like.. Pumping. And I could feel it.. Like I had these intense images of hearts pumping and shit.. I could feel it all over.. And I could like.. Feel the blood going through my body and my heart pushing on my chest and I could hear it and feel everything all over and it was so crazy. So then I called David. Then I went to sleep for like.. 3 hours and woke up at exactly five. Just as I was opening my eyes, Wes calls me. To mumble something like.. errhsdjhzdgj Adam fhhrdtjgj shelter fhdhgjfgjk fifteen fddjsdgj something sthzdgjh I dunno efhdjfhkj home. So I'm like..? What? Okay.. Um.. I'm gonna call his house. So I did. And he's home. [3 missed calls] Talia, Adam's Dad, and David. I heard it ring, but I was sleeping. Leave me alone. So that's my story.
Man, I haven't passed out like that for like.. a year and a half. That was sweet.
Tomorrow I'm going to wear my fauxhawk up. It'll be cool.
I've been in the craziest mood lately. Ask Katie or Berkley or Devon or David or Adam or Talia. I've been being so fucked up. I'm sorry. Get the fuck over it!!!
Blahhhh fuck you. I hate this. I want to punch a door, so I'm going to stop typing now. Bye. rjdyjrgjrtjhrthstghheffd God damn. Go away.
honey I know this act.
It's called... Shut the fuck up before I shoot you in the fucking face.
I don't ever know what I'm feeling anymore. Shit shit shit. I really am going insane.. I just want to be all... oihgofyv08dfyghl and hope you know what I mean.
I mean.. Ugh. gjgdjykrtjtjetjoipjetkdl;gilherhy, you know? It's weird. Being at YPAS again. It's like.. Time stops. Or goes too fast. Like.. I wake up.. Get there.. The day has just begun, but it feels like 2PM. And then I'm there for 3.5 hours.. And when I step outside.. It's like 12:15 and the day has just begun. But it feels like I've been doing shit all day.. And I go home.. It's like.. 1pm.. And jesus. Is it 6 yet? And I just sit here, because I'm exausted. For no reason other than the TIME is fucking with my head. Maybeeee.. I'll start taking my medicine again and get the blood pumping and some energy flowing.
Read this!!!
Yesterday I made myself pass out. It was so cool. So then I called David and told him how awesome it was. He's so cool. I wish he didn't live far away. I would totally go hang with him. But it felt so incredible... I stood up and I was ready, but I didn't think it was going to work.. And I was like.. Well shit.. But then everything was black and I heard like 3436 people talking in my head at once and I couldn't make sense of it, I just remember this like splitting headache. So then.. I'm sitting there like.. Holding myself up.. Like I had been sitting there for a while. My hand is on my forehead pushing back my hair.. And I wanted to like.. Moan or make some kind of noise because my head hurt so bad, but I didn't know if anyone was there so I really didn't want to and then I did anyways. So then I opened my eyes and I was like.. What the hell? Dude. Shit..? Where am I? How long have I been sitting here? And then I was like.. Oh shit! Sweet! It worked! So then I lay back down and my heart is like.. Pumping so hard. It's not racing, it's just like.. Pumping. And I could feel it.. Like I had these intense images of hearts pumping and shit.. I could feel it all over.. And I could like.. Feel the blood going through my body and my heart pushing on my chest and I could hear it and feel everything all over and it was so crazy. So then I called David. Then I went to sleep for like.. 3 hours and woke up at exactly five. Just as I was opening my eyes, Wes calls me. To mumble something like.. errhsdjhzdgj Adam fhhrdtjgj shelter fhdhgjfgjk fifteen fddjsdgj something sthzdgjh I dunno efhdjfhkj home. So I'm like..? What? Okay.. Um.. I'm gonna call his house. So I did. And he's home. [3 missed calls] Talia, Adam's Dad, and David. I heard it ring, but I was sleeping. Leave me alone. So that's my story.
Man, I haven't passed out like that for like.. a year and a half. That was sweet.
Tomorrow I'm going to wear my fauxhawk up. It'll be cool.
I've been in the craziest mood lately. Ask Katie or Berkley or Devon or David or Adam or Talia. I've been being so fucked up. I'm sorry. Get the fuck over it!!!
Blahhhh fuck you. I hate this. I want to punch a door, so I'm going to stop typing now. Bye. rjdyjrgjrtjhrthstghheffd God damn. Go away.