i need you please to save me, i wanna be your baby
have been on here in 2198090338327 years, so im here now.
i am so fucking tired of everything right now.and un-happy.and its not PMS (cause thats what everyone assumes) im sick of trying to put everything off and just haveing fun, when i just keep pushin everything back, which eventually it was going to catch up with me, and well GUESS WHAT?!?!?!?! it has! so now im just utterly going crazy in my own thoughts. thats exactly why i didnt go to school today, i just dont want to deal with anything no more. i just want to push it all back and have a nice lllloonnggg vacation.so until spring break im gonna prolly be crazy. and after that too, cause i meen who came up with the thing that vacation solved things??? it doenst its booty, and they lied! and school has so long to go before it gets out. i think im gonna go crazy, i meen yeah its not tooo long, but its a hell of long time to be stuck in that shit whole. And i just want more, i need more, and im not doing jack shit. i just need something, but i dont know what, it feels like something huge is missing... im just emotionally and physically tired.