"I don't wanna be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately."
i hate school with a passion. i dont wear makeup. i dress comfortable. I hate being around a lot of people. I am a homebody. I like to go on walks. i like to travel. i like to spend time with my family on the weekends and like going on vacation with them. i hate to study. i hate the smell of cigarrettes to the point i will start gagging.i hate alcohol, but dont have a problem with weed. i like to listen to music. i like a boy who doesnt like me. i cry almost everyday. i hate when people say "oh" even though i say it. i have to wear my 2 black and white hair bands and my red ones everywhere i go. i seem to never be perfect enough for my mom and never my own person. i care a lot about people, and i believe everybody is beautiful in their own way. im confused to the point that i dont know whats going on anymore. im scared of almost everything but mostly scared of certain things. i cry for almost all the movies i watch, and i cried at 'the lion king' because i feel sorry for simba, and then when he meets the one he always loved, nala. i hate to eat seafood. i can be a huge dumbass at times. i hate change, but i always agree with it in the end. i think way to much. i hate touching things that are dirty, and if my stuff isnt in order i will get panicky. i'm a huge procastranator. i dont like talking to people about my feelings. the thought of some things just kills me. i like clothes and shoes. i like nissan altimas 2.5z, and i like square boxed cars. i overly obsess if i see/hear something that deals with a certain thing. i do and say things that people might think is stupid. i dont dress to impress anyone. i listen to all types of music. i hold onto things that should be let go. i like to think about happy thoughts, to help me get through tough times. i believe in something more than anything in this world, and will stick to no matter what. i hate stuck up people. i hate people that judge me, even though i judge people.i like going to football games and track meets. i love lotion and have lots of it. i like any movie dealing with love, or stuff i can relate to. my motto is fuck it. i think anything with stars is so cute. i love the color red. im not who people want me to be. im just me