Aug 10, 2005 05:47
i dont like livejournals.
People all arround us put their whole lives into
expression. The most amazing art is at your fucking fingertips right now. You could be anywhere picking up an artform ,letting expression pour out into your art, and reaping the benifits of adding real substance to your life.
I mean. Its the truth.
But if your one of the other fat "angst-ridden" teenagers in the heart of america your most likely a victim of comfort and love the convencience and slightly more addicting feeling of pouring some shit on your livejournal.
ya' know if you look back far enough in this thing youll see me dive into my own real life personal battles, posting not just stories but EXPRESSION and soul into my entries. make no mistake expression and soul are really the same thing.Think of your typical jazz n soul musicians on the streets of the quarter, he might not be religous but these motherfuckers have SOUL they have EXPRESSION.
i mean.its the truth.
thats right,
expression was used in the making of this livejournal,
its like I couldnt deal with my shit so a part of myself
popped out of my body and flipped onto the computer screen , and all i had
to do was rearange the words a bit so you guys could understand it.
BUT ILL TELL you something man,
i fucking regret putting SOUL into a fucking livejournal.
i could have conquered murals by now, I could be on stage singing MUSIC THAT I WROTE.
fucks sake
i could have been pouring my soul into something worthwhile,
ANYTHING WORTHWHILE
instead of investing in
STUPID TEENAGE ANGST BULLSHIT.
your goddamn right its a bueitfual day.
"Change, everything changes.Its all part of growing up,
as long as when you change you change for the better, i aint mad at chya"
Tupac Shakur- "I aint mad at chya"