so things are finally starting to look up.... kinda

[fuck_f34r]

well my dads truck (which i thought i kinda broke.. bad) only needed two lil clamps put on and one hose. so that was like 45 bucs. so YAY. i still dont know wat the hell is going on w/my truck.... its been in the shop since wednesday! WTF?! i hope its nothing to serious

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[armslikeyours]

hey hunny..the reason i didnt post is because if i want to talk to you about all this shit then i would rather talk to youa bout it in person or on the phone, not where a bunch of people can watch us discussing stuff that is only our business. That wasnt meant to sound mean if it did. I Know that i dont deserve you at all, and everytime i see you i just think of how lucky i am to be with you. I really do feel so privilaged. Of course i know that you still love and care about me. but also that you dont trust me and I will change this despite what you and other people think because you realy do mean so much to me and i would literally die if i lost you as a boyfriend, best friend, friend or just as a person in my life. I need you in my life to survive and i will do anything to keep you in it. I know that it is going to take a very long time for you to trust me again.. and i know that youll get mad at me because you dont believe me a lot and itll be really hard for both of us..but i think we are strong enough like you say that we can work through anything. And i know it will all be worth it that day in the future when ive re-urned/regained your trust. and it will be one of the happiest days in my life. I love you dear..and i hope you have a good night and that tomorrow is better then today was. Ill call you inthe morning. *MUAH* i love you sweetie..good night