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ok kait this may piss you off a little bit and i dont want to make u mad or hurt your feelings or ne thing but- i dotn want to work things out w/you. i dont want to like you and i think you are a horrible friend to ppl. i woul dnever trust you again in the least bit and i see no reason to put up w/everything u put me thru to get nothing out of it. the ONLY reason i would ever wanna even talk to you again is so that me you and alex can al hang out and i can see her more and she would be happier bc we're not trying to kill each other. im sorry- but i'm done with it.. i dont need u and i'm glad u realize that u dont need me. i have other friends who would never do things like that to me and so do u so we should both go our seperate ways. i have been thinking about the metallica concert tho- i dont want alex to hafta decide who she wants to go w/. me or you. so i figured we can at least just get our tickets 2gether and we can just grin and bare it all. im sorry that this may hurt you or w/e.. i'm not trying to insult you or start ne thing... i'm just being real. theres no point... im not saying i hate you w/a passion... i dont really. it pisses me off to no end when i think about wat you did but w/e. how about you dont walk to me or about me.. and i dont talk to you or about you? sound good? or the only time we talk to each other is if its really important. ok? but NO talkin about each other i'm sick of ppl im'ing me asking me wats goin on and why i'm such an asshole... fuck that. and i know you dont like me talking about how much i "hate" you or w/e on my lj... so lets just make that deal ok? good.
alex- i'm sorry that my friends are lame and boring and that u would probably rather be home watching movies with emily then out w/me and my friends. like i said b4... u dont have to come with me, i can just hang out w/my friends on seperate days? its up to you tho... of course i want you to go.. but i've always thought you were bored doing some of the stuff we do.. then last night u kinda showed it by saying how my friends were "retarded and lame" to emily. so i just want to apologize for that... i dont want to drag you into things u dont want to do. i'm letting you know now that i'm hanging out w/my friends 2night... most likely ne way... like hector or marko. your MORE THEN WELCOME to come but like i said.. i dont want to drag you into it if you dont wanna go. i know you would rather be with emily or kait or something- so just let me know what you want to do ok? i miss you so incredibly much its not even funny- i hope your having fun at the beach w/tiff and emily. i'm so bored at work- i dont have ne thing to do until eric gets back from some doctor thing :-/ oh well... i love you so much hunny- you mean everything to me and you are th emost wonderful person i know! CALL ME!
ps- all my friends love you! its crazy- danielle text messaged me saying how sweet and beautiful you were.. and i already told you how lesley thought that u were way to hot for me. lol... i'm sorry u didnt really like hanging out w/them... i'll try to find something funner (its a word now) to do if you come w/me and hector or marko 2night. thas IF you come... I LOVE YOU SWEETY!!!!
alex- i'm sorry that my friends are lame and boring and that u would probably rather be home watching movies with emily then out w/me and my friends. like i said b4... u dont have to come with me, i can just hang out w/my friends on seperate days? its up to you tho... of course i want you to go.. but i've always thought you were bored doing some of the stuff we do.. then last night u kinda showed it by saying how my friends were "retarded and lame" to emily. so i just want to apologize for that... i dont want to drag you into things u dont want to do. i'm letting you know now that i'm hanging out w/my friends 2night... most likely ne way... like hector or marko. your MORE THEN WELCOME to come but like i said.. i dont want to drag you into it if you dont wanna go. i know you would rather be with emily or kait or something- so just let me know what you want to do ok? i miss you so incredibly much its not even funny- i hope your having fun at the beach w/tiff and emily. i'm so bored at work- i dont have ne thing to do until eric gets back from some doctor thing :-/ oh well... i love you so much hunny- you mean everything to me and you are th emost wonderful person i know! CALL ME!
ps- all my friends love you! its crazy- danielle text messaged me saying how sweet and beautiful you were.. and i already told you how lesley thought that u were way to hot for me. lol... i'm sorry u didnt really like hanging out w/them... i'll try to find something funner (its a word now) to do if you come w/me and hector or marko 2night. thas IF you come... I LOVE YOU SWEETY!!!!