Mar 13, 2007 22:44
so, today was DOPE! so DOPE it deserves an entry in my journal!!! i hung out with Rolando for like 3 and a half hours. so much fun!!! and so much remiscing!!!
so first we went to frost. and it was just a trip being there. but once i was back there...it was like i never left, which was just a crazy feeling that i cant even begin to describe. i fucking miss that school! i hated it then, but when i look back i loved that place. we visited Mr Wah which was my 5th grade teacher. he always raves about how class of 2000 was his all time favorite, and that me and Christine were his favorite students. who could blame him? anyway it was really cool seeing Mr Wah but i think we'll be visiting him lots more. i'm his height now! he says i've changed the most out of everyone from our 5th grade class. i miss that class SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH. i would give ANYTHING to go back in time and live through it all over again. certainly the best times of my life. Roland and I keep listening and singing these depressing graduation songs like the graduation song by vitamin c, or time of your life by green day, or in my life by the beatles or the el oro way theme songs we had. =`( Mr Wahs probably gonna come to our graduation which is cool.
anyway, after that me and Rolo went to el oro. omgaw. i feel like a giant there. i seriously miss everything about that school. that was a home. we saw my kindergarten teacher...little miss yoneda. she said she remembered me but im not sure if she did but yeah that was nice. but the best was seeing Mrs Caracas which was my 4th grade teacher. i guess the teachers were having a meeting today so me and Roland were wandering outside the class that they were having the meeting in...and like Roland kept trying to talk me into interrupting the meeting but yeah right so we waited til they came out and Mrs Caracas was like part of the last 4 out of there. anyway i guess they noticed us hanging around there so when Mrs Caracas came out she was like "are you guys looking for one of us?" and i was like "hey mrs Caracas!! remember me?" and she gave me this funny face like she didnt really remember but then i was like "i had you 8 years ago....do you remember Ornela and Christine?" (throughout elementary school, me and christine were joined at the hip, and teachers just know us as ornela and christine) and then i was like, "well im Ornela" and she went wild she was really chocked and surprised but it was really sweet cuz she got all teary and i got all teary and she kept hugging me and telling me im beautiful and then she kissed me goodbye =) I LOVE EL ORO WAY.
this whole graduating business has been making me think about the past a lot and about how ill never live through it again and i have en extremely hard time letting go of that...which is even harder to deal with when other people dont seem to have as much difficulty as me.