the retarded ways of me, retarded rachel!
so im standing in line at the movies, waiting for my popcorn chicken, when i look over and see this guy. now normally i check out a guy and go "blah" and even if the guy is hot im just like "hes pretty hot" then go about my own business. this time i think i actually fell in love with this guy, who was waiting in line for 3 hard shell tacos and a large pepsi. my breath was taken away, and i couldnt stop staring but when he looked at me i totally had to look away like a loser! anyways its not like he was uber hot or anything, he was pretty old, id say 30-35 and he was just average looking. so i have no idea what it was but thats never ever happened to me before. it definitely wasnt lust, he wasnt good looking enough for it to be lust. please someone tell me that this is normal and i dont need to see a shrink.