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[fuchsiascreams]

For everybody who believed me, who listened to me whine when they had their own problems to deal with, who didn't doubt me and who were honest when I needed to hear the truth; for those who stuck by me, who didn't switch sides, who were patient when I didn't deserve it, who kept on giving when they should have been taking; the family and friends who kept on trying to reach me when I was unreachable, who never gave up on me when I slammed the door in their face repeatedly, who let me cry on their shoulder and who didn't go behind my back. I love you and I could never begin to describe how thankful I am for you, even if I don't show it sometimes.

1. Dad

You're probably the only person in the world who believed everything I said and never doubted me, ever. Sometimes I was a bitch, and I was rude and rife with typical teenage attitude, and sometimes you snapped at me but you always cared. You ALWAYS gave me the benefit of the doubt when my own mother didn't even believe me. I love you more than any person on this planet and I'm terrified to lose you any fashion.

Argh.. there are so many people who deserve to be up here, but I'm too tired to write memos for all of them right now. Instead, I'll just shortlist all of the people who mean the most to me and come back to them.

1. Dad
2. Michael
3. Ryan
4. Christian
5. Kristen
6. Nimo
7. Ben
8. Alli
9. Brandon
10. Kevin
11. Chris&Ben
12. Ari&Sara
13. Nick&Mark
14. Amanda&Tara
15. Billy
16. Vic
17. Chris
18. Tyler
19. Mike
20. Lisa&Jimmy

I love you guys so much. <3

For all the people who I've lost.. well, you're just the proverbial stepping stones that allowed me to get to where I am now, and be thankful for the people I have who are worth every second of my time. I don't regret a single thing.