Sep 19, 2009 06:01
Oh man, had the best night (sorry to everyone whose IMs I didn't answer - I actually wasn't there). I hadn't seen anyone in a while and was getting kinda bored, so I messaged Christian and he was bored, too, so we went to Bayshore. Azeeza was working so we went to see her, and I definitely heard an icy edge in the way she addressed me, but shit, what am I supposed to say? You haven't spoken to me for a year, don't accuse me of doing something I haven't been doing for a long time when what you're drawing on is a several-year-old experience, sry. So, no, I don't feel bad. Anyway.
After that we bussed home and HOLY SHIT IT WAS SO AWKWARD, WE MET CHRISTIAN'S UNCLE ON THE BUS AND HE WAS PISS DRUNK AND SMELLED LIKE SOUR JUICE, AND THEN I SAW SAMMI, AND I WANTED TO DIE. Well, not literally, BUT SOCIALLY. Not that she ruined my social life (though not for lack of trying on her part), but it was really awkward to see her, and I was hoping to fuck that she would notice me but have the grace not to say anything - I wanted her to see that I was out with my friends and feel like an ignorant piece of shit for saying I have no life (because of the whole anxiety thing, same shit Azeeza was talking about), but I also wanted her to NOT talk to me, because if she did I knew I'd end up flipping out at her and probably causing a huge scene, for which I'd most likely end up being arrested. At any rate, we took the bus to the Tim Horton's near my house and saw Mike from like, 12:00-4:00 A.M., and it was amazing, just like old times. HE'S SO ADORABLE. I miss it being just the three of us, running around being fucking retards, when the worst thing that could happen was having to serve detention at lunch time and not being able to sleep over at someone's house on a Friday. His coworker was some hot blonde chick and I saw the way he was looking at her, and it gave me the tiniest little twinges of jealousy.. not because I like him, I guess, but because I USED to like him, and he never looked at me that way. It was a weird sort of night.. we just hung around and Nimo came in with his dustbucket cousin a few times, completely juiced, and this kid named Steven who remains to this day the only person who's ever asked for my phone number, and lazy-eye Kevin who fucking fails at everything and made my brother into a piece of shit. Anyway. So we left and.. came home.. got bored.. talking to Mariah.. Christian just left.. Nimo is typing drunkenly on MSN and I think I'll bring him tea in the morning cause he has to get up to work.. gonna go now.. try and scan the pictures we took.. bye..
christian,
love,
friends,
good times,
azeeza,
yay,
sammi,
happy,
mike,
nimo