Aug 28, 2009 04:47
I'm getting off the Internet for a while. I'm really just generally fucking tired of feeling like I'm still a fourteen-year-old in high school because of all the immature mind games being played on me by supposed "friends" whose only aim is to make me jealous and hurt me. Is that what friends do? Get asshurt and try to make you jealous because they're mad that you're spending time with people other than them, because they can't be fucked to go out of their way to initiate a conversation with you? Clearly I'm the one who did something wrong here. Obviously I'm the one whose job it is to start every conversation, apologize every fucking time for a fault made by YOU.
I'd add "don't bother calling me", but I already know that you're not going to, whether I want you to, tell you to, or otherwise. I'm sick and tired of being the crutch that keeps this relationship from falling apart because you're just too damn lazy and self-involved to do jack shit. Get out of your own ass every once in a while and quit being so self-centered. And you whine about other people ignoring YOU? K.
So you can go ahead and be happy with your solitude and all those other people who keep your warm at night, considering how hard you're trying (and failing) to rub them in my face.
People who can call: Ari and Alli, and no one else unless I say so.
friends,
bullshit,
pissed off,
high school,
fuck off,
immature,
gtfo,
children