Dec 04, 2007 00:38
5 minutes
4:58 PM Nb: i saw your cl posting
4:59 PM me: oh shit
Nb: i look at those very, very rarely
but i just happened to the other night
me: fuck shit fuck shit
Nb: it's not that bad
5:00 PM me: ha
rrrrrright
5:01 PM Nb: i thought it was sweet
5:02 PM me: hmf
i'm such a freak
7 minutes
5:09 PM me: sorry.
5:11 PM Nb: for what?
5:12 PM me: i dunno, being retarded.
Nb: you aren't retarded
me: mhm
5:13 PM posting missed connections is retarded
liking someone who can;t like you back is retarded
Nb: i disagree
5:14 PM i don't think you have a choice regarding the latter
you do or you don't
5:15 PM me: well i do it compulsively
i'm better than i used to be
5:16 PM it doesn't make me crazy
i guess i just see myself as sort of exhausting to be around
5:18 PM Nb: sometimes
5:19 PM but that's coming from someone who is very low-energy these days
5:23 PM me: i'm a lot better when i can get high every day
nillabean - w4m - 28
Reply to: pers-495907179@craigslist.org
Date: 2007-12-01, 10:12PM CST
I'm falling for you and it's gonna get harder and harder. you're in so much pain and it tears me up that I can't make it better. I'm so selfish for wanting you to get better so you'll want to be with me.
you're the most beautiful boy I've ever met, and when you hold me I want everything. and I can't have it.
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