so much to tell
ok, so ALOTTTT has happend within the past week, like its so muchhhh
I think the biggest one, is me talking to Connie again... I mean. there are alot of doubters and haters out there that think its a bad idea, considering the nature of how we previously handled our LAST situation... which undoubtly ended in a fireball of rage/anger and so forth. Well listen, I do value my friend Opinions and stuff like that, but honestly, Its been so long.. like.. im a very forgiving person and stuff like that... Look, here are the facts.. We talked alot the 1st night, we both were so nervous to talk to each otha.. we layed down everything that weve been wanting to say for the past year and what not but havent had the balls to talk to eachother.. and you know what. I personally believe that this is a RIGHT choice.. the Right decision to be friends with her again.. And im sure that she feels the same way too. You dont know how Happy this makes me.. its like finding an old puppy u lost.. like u know the experiance of losing it and you never will try to lose it again... for now, it makes me happy and theres nothing that can change that.. Look the 1st night, i was so nervous, but i couldnt wipe the smile off my face. It was just sooo much. People think this is gonna start trouble... Hey its gonna start trouble if u make it out to be.
If you though that even talkin to her was a bad mistake.. ok, well we already hung out. I Picked her up and we drove around last saturday.. my jorb to pick up my check then we got something to eat at outback.. nothing too fancy. just so we could sit down and talk each other face to face for a lil while. LIke, heres a girl i havent spoken to in a year and a half.. and we are like 2 feeet away from eachother just having fun.. like how we USED to.. the dynamic duo back at cha! I tell yah.. It just feels nice to know that she still cares about me after all this time... i mean. would she have sent that message to me if she didnt?.. Whats now is now.. though we cant change the past.. we look foward to a brite future.. .. the DyNamic Duo back again.. aint nobody holdin us down now.
Well, while we are on the topic of people who i havent seen in a while.. SUMMER!! i have a play date with her tommorw.. we are gonna hang out and smoke a blunt or sumthing.. its awesome. i miss my Summer!! =(... Tottally awesomeness.. i cant wait!!! ahhhh!!
Im so tired.. I hate school and work.. 8am to 11pm days are killing me.. its too much.. i cant sleep at all... its just wayyy too much!!..
im gonna see if i can drop another day.. go down to 3 days a week, cause it just wayy too much...
well.. i mean. thats it.. thats all the news on this front
Valerie, here u are. inside the journal.. WU-TANG!!!!!
I think the biggest one, is me talking to Connie again... I mean. there are alot of doubters and haters out there that think its a bad idea, considering the nature of how we previously handled our LAST situation... which undoubtly ended in a fireball of rage/anger and so forth. Well listen, I do value my friend Opinions and stuff like that, but honestly, Its been so long.. like.. im a very forgiving person and stuff like that... Look, here are the facts.. We talked alot the 1st night, we both were so nervous to talk to each otha.. we layed down everything that weve been wanting to say for the past year and what not but havent had the balls to talk to eachother.. and you know what. I personally believe that this is a RIGHT choice.. the Right decision to be friends with her again.. And im sure that she feels the same way too. You dont know how Happy this makes me.. its like finding an old puppy u lost.. like u know the experiance of losing it and you never will try to lose it again... for now, it makes me happy and theres nothing that can change that.. Look the 1st night, i was so nervous, but i couldnt wipe the smile off my face. It was just sooo much. People think this is gonna start trouble... Hey its gonna start trouble if u make it out to be.
If you though that even talkin to her was a bad mistake.. ok, well we already hung out. I Picked her up and we drove around last saturday.. my jorb to pick up my check then we got something to eat at outback.. nothing too fancy. just so we could sit down and talk each other face to face for a lil while. LIke, heres a girl i havent spoken to in a year and a half.. and we are like 2 feeet away from eachother just having fun.. like how we USED to.. the dynamic duo back at cha! I tell yah.. It just feels nice to know that she still cares about me after all this time... i mean. would she have sent that message to me if she didnt?.. Whats now is now.. though we cant change the past.. we look foward to a brite future.. .. the DyNamic Duo back again.. aint nobody holdin us down now.
Well, while we are on the topic of people who i havent seen in a while.. SUMMER!! i have a play date with her tommorw.. we are gonna hang out and smoke a blunt or sumthing.. its awesome. i miss my Summer!! =(... Tottally awesomeness.. i cant wait!!! ahhhh!!
Im so tired.. I hate school and work.. 8am to 11pm days are killing me.. its too much.. i cant sleep at all... its just wayyy too much!!..
im gonna see if i can drop another day.. go down to 3 days a week, cause it just wayy too much...
well.. i mean. thats it.. thats all the news on this front
Valerie, here u are. inside the journal.. WU-TANG!!!!!