Sep 20, 2004 15:55
school is boring. i dont even try. i know i should, but i dont. all i want to do is play music, but i dont apply myslef to that. its ridiculous. i dont apply myself to anything. and im going to get no where in life. but i dont care. i guess i do, but i dont know. i think im sick, but i dont care. sometimes i just wish that i could take things seriously and actually try, but i dont because i suck at life, but at least im halfway decent at drums, so thats always good. nevermind. cause im going to be famous, and its going to be good. and im going to get lots of money. and play music, and tour and say and alot because i have nothing else to do. ranting, ranting, about nothing. i dont even know if this counts as a rant, because im not even ranting, im just saying bullshit. which no one will read or care about. but its ok. because im an asshole and no one likes me, so whatever. i can live with it.
from now on, i think im actually going to try to get good grades. so we'll see how that works out.
fuck. you.