i want to go home...

[fu15cky15ou]

i am so sick of being in New England... i haven't been home since friggen the beggining of January... i haven't got out of bed in like two days i feel like a complete bumm... my mommy's in the hospital... uhhh... i just want to be home to support her and so i can sleep in my own bed. i haven't been able to do any work latley i have a fever of 102... it sucks... i got to take a shower today, which was the highlight of my day.... i feel clean, but still sick... whatever.. hopefully when i wake up in the morning it will be gone.. and i can be MELISSA again! i am so appriciative of my friends, they are bringing me food and drinks and checking on me... it makes me feel loved... <3 i don't know what i would do without my friends here.. i seriously don't think i would come back here if i didn't have the friends i have, they are the best... i hope my mom is ok... i miss her.. she sounded pretty scared on the phone last night.. :( oy vey! i fell so0oo0ooo0o lazy.. i need to do something.. but i can't walk i get all dizzy and shit.. maybe i will just go back to sleep...

sorry if i am complaining....