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i am sick... it sucks but hopefully i won't be sick for long.. today went by so slow it sucked, i want to go home now more than ever, i just want to sleep all day and do whatever i want, i can stand being confined... whatever... winterfest is going pretty good, my team is pretty motivated, we got in first place today for 'gender bender' it was cool... hopefully we will continue to do well... [ go PINK* ] well whatever.. we got some new people in our school.. but i miss the people that left alot... my sammy and my crissy.. :( i wish they were here right now.. it's so depressing letting one of your friends go.. esp. two.. damn it all just happens so fast.. i have been slacking with my grades recently.. i don't know if all the drama is helping.. but i don't know i have to get my priorities straight i guess.. i just wish things would flow, instead of constantly stopping and me having to make so many decisions.. because i am so indecisive, it takes me forever to realize the truth, or the best thing to do.. and it doesn't help that i am stubborn.. because i have to learn everything the hard way.. but that's my choice i guess.. this year was going by so quick until recently.. it seems like i will never be able to go home.. oh well.. it will be March 2nd some day.. some day soon... well i will write later i guess..