SORRY*

[fu15cky15ou]

[chas] i am sorry for fucking being gay... i don't want you to hate me, i keep telling you things.. and later contradicting everything i tell you..you have many reasons to never talk to me again.. but i want you to forgive me.. i am soo confused* right now.. about everything.. i don't know why i am feeling what i am feeling.. i am trying to forget about all of this crap,but it's hard being that he was the first person i have done stuff with.. and it is going to be hard to let him go.. you know what i mean? i am putting this in here. to remind myself of all the drama... and all the shit that i have been put you through.. i hope you can forgive me.. and at least be my friend*-- i would rather you just be my friend than nothing at all..

if i am willing to let some guy* ruin me willingly, then i don't diserve you...

>but i need your humor in my life

sorry***