long time no see
yeah so it's been a while since i have written in this thing so i decided to type away some thoughts.. i have been sitting in my room for hours surfing myspace and commenting people because i am fucking weird.. yeah but keene tonight was sick.. i love my friends, they make me want to wake up in the morning.. that sounds sort of pathetic but.. you
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you are fucking amazing.
you are one of the only people i know that can see all aspects of life, both negative and positive, from one extreme to the other and everything in the middle, at the same time and accept them. you can look at life and take as much from what you experience every day as you can and use it but you give back using what you learn to the people around you. you take nothing for granted and always think of other people in other places and what they're going through despite what you're experiencing yourself and how hard that may be at the time. you have the ability to acknowledge your situation and where you are and see it as an oppurtunity to excel. and know that you have the ability to make life into what you want it to be and what you want to get out of it. you know what it is to feel low but at the same time you know there are good aspects of living and those reasons give you the motivation to move forward and take every day as it comes. it can be the most difficult thing in the world to feel emotions and understand that they, in addition to you, where you are at this very moment and the world will soon change. and it will continue to change. if you have gratitude for the education and experiences you have been exposed to and the opporunities that this school and the people you have met have presented to you, then take advantage of it while you can. you have so much power and i don't ever want to see you underestimate yourself. you have so much potential. and you're still getting the feel to how and how hard to push yourself. but you're right. if you want to be able to look back on yourself when you're old and grown and know that you accomplished something, that you overcame something, you deserve to be proud of yourself. you have the right to do whatever it is you want to do and shape your life the way you want to live it. you are gonna make it. someday, you're going to remember these days and say to yourself, 'damn. i did something incredible. i overcame the biggest obstacle i have ever faced.'
i'm so proud of you.
you should be proud of yourself.
i know she's proud of you. i think she's just dissappointed in herself that she couldn't be the daughter she's raised. that she didn't push herself like she sees you pushing yourself. you're growing up and succeeding and i think that she wishes she had the education you have and wants to be able to feel like she succeeded. she couldn't be successful like she knows you are and she doesn't know how to deal with her daughter who was so different from her as a kid without comparing the both of you and feeling inadequate.
i know things are shit sometimes but i'll see you through. you're a very strong person and i value our friendship more than you know.
i love you girl.
i'm impressed by your maturity and the way you can see people without judging them from their mistakes. you most certainly posess a kind of wisdom about society and life and the people around you that not many have. you've established your place in the world even if you may not have discovered your purpose yet. but you have plenty of time for that.
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