Long time no write !

Feb 25, 2011 15:18

Well I havent posted on here in a long time. I started going on xanga for a bit, but honestly I cannot really connect on xanga and I feel like I have had this journal for so long and it has so many memories for me. I have been having a funky past few months, I got laid off in December, got a severance so I have been covered, but it ends next week. Been trying to find a job and I cant seem to find a good one. I also applied for graduate school to study art history and I just found out today that I didnt get in. I applied as a last ditch attempt at going after my dreams and it didn't pan out and Im really upset today. I havent told my husband or anyone because I feel so emberessed that I got rejected. They only pick 8 out of 100, but still makes me sad that I didnt get in. It makes me feel like I have my whole life, never good enough, things never go in my favor. Pissed off, oh well. Im not going to let this get me down. Im on a mission, I need to lose weight, Im at the heighest I have been in a long time. I am not even sure why I dont eat crazy junk food, I havent been binged and purged, but I havent really restricted myself. So I am getting back on track or at least trying. :) Trying to keep my head up!!






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