Once I was a fool
New Years Resolutions take me a few weeks to decide upon, so I'm labeling them as my Chinese New Year Resolutions :) This year I've got to work my butt off for a good ENTER; no excuses & no distractions! I can't afford to waste my time and I can't afford to fall behind. Chemistry's gonna be my toughest subject by far and there's no doubt that I will be unloading my heavy problematic troubles about this subject on LiveJournal.
1) This really shouldn't be my number one because I should be more worried and anxious about other things ==' Oh well, Here goes! I have to refrain myself from falling in like with anyone. This is gonna be a toughie for me. Ever since I was young I've been chasing the idea of having a boyfriend and having a teenage fling. It's not unnatural to want to feel important to someone and think about someone as something more than a friend. But, I haven't met anyone that thinks that 'i'm heaven'. My last crush was very reassuring to my prior knowledge that I'm not what boys are looking for. I get along with them alright, but I guess they never see me as anything more and they don't suspect a thing. My last crush didn't break my heart, just my prettied up world. And I'm not going to go on and on about how he's helped shape my view of society and it's expectations because that's not what it was all about. I've learnt my lesson and he'll always be remembered for teaching me that I should see the full picture not what I want to see -- Anways, I'll be back on the field next year.
They will be better, smarter, hotter boys in uni ~!!
2) I've designed a weekly timetable that I should definitely stick to! I've designated free time and travel time to and from venues, such as school and tuition, to make it more exact. I've also color coded it with bright colors for the duller subjects. I really hope that it will motivate me to follow it :)
3) One of the biggest loves of my life - $$$!!! I really ought to save up my money so that I have heaps to spend at the end of the year when we go overseas :) There's so much I want to buy and when I finally get overseas I'll be able to splurge and just go nuts with my money! However it'll mean no more kfc after school and I'll need to buy heaps of bulk metcards.
It'll be worth it in the end, it always is.
4) Alright, it's gonna be a stress frenzy very soon and I guess one of the most common and dangerous enemies is demotivation. I need to incorporate study techniques and learning sessions that'll help me stay motivated throughout the roughest of times. I really hope I'll be able to catch up with Jenpho every fortnight or at some other frequency and discuss psychology! I think it'll be realyl good for me if I get more interactive with my learning and isn't it good to study with different people so you pick up different study habits and such?. Good good stuff :)! LOL
I won't give up without a fight!
and finally, 5) Maintain a social life!! I won't get lost in these books. Balance is the key :)
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I wish he was playing in the finals tomorrow :D
Djokovic♥
------I'm going into the city tomorrow :) The weather's supposed to be 33 degrees so that should be a fine day. Hopefully I'll get to take a lot of nice photos to upload for you ^^ I LOVE LION DANCING! It's always a highlight for me.
Smell you later,
Ftty Tng <3
1) This really shouldn't be my number one because I should be more worried and anxious about other things ==' Oh well, Here goes! I have to refrain myself from falling in like with anyone. This is gonna be a toughie for me. Ever since I was young I've been chasing the idea of having a boyfriend and having a teenage fling. It's not unnatural to want to feel important to someone and think about someone as something more than a friend. But, I haven't met anyone that thinks that 'i'm heaven'. My last crush was very reassuring to my prior knowledge that I'm not what boys are looking for. I get along with them alright, but I guess they never see me as anything more and they don't suspect a thing. My last crush didn't break my heart, just my prettied up world. And I'm not going to go on and on about how he's helped shape my view of society and it's expectations because that's not what it was all about. I've learnt my lesson and he'll always be remembered for teaching me that I should see the full picture not what I want to see -- Anways, I'll be back on the field next year.
They will be better, smarter, hotter boys in uni ~!!
2) I've designed a weekly timetable that I should definitely stick to! I've designated free time and travel time to and from venues, such as school and tuition, to make it more exact. I've also color coded it with bright colors for the duller subjects. I really hope that it will motivate me to follow it :)
3) One of the biggest loves of my life - $$$!!! I really ought to save up my money so that I have heaps to spend at the end of the year when we go overseas :) There's so much I want to buy and when I finally get overseas I'll be able to splurge and just go nuts with my money! However it'll mean no more kfc after school and I'll need to buy heaps of bulk metcards.
It'll be worth it in the end, it always is.
4) Alright, it's gonna be a stress frenzy very soon and I guess one of the most common and dangerous enemies is demotivation. I need to incorporate study techniques and learning sessions that'll help me stay motivated throughout the roughest of times. I really hope I'll be able to catch up with Jenpho every fortnight or at some other frequency and discuss psychology! I think it'll be realyl good for me if I get more interactive with my learning and isn't it good to study with different people so you pick up different study habits and such?. Good good stuff :)! LOL
I won't give up without a fight!
and finally, 5) Maintain a social life!! I won't get lost in these books. Balance is the key :)
------
I wish he was playing in the finals tomorrow :D
Djokovic♥
------I'm going into the city tomorrow :) The weather's supposed to be 33 degrees so that should be a fine day. Hopefully I'll get to take a lot of nice photos to upload for you ^^ I LOVE LION DANCING! It's always a highlight for me.
Smell you later,
Ftty Tng <3