Hoping for the best...just hoping that nothing happens
I have felt bad lately. First, I think, it started when I started thinking that I was losing friends. I dunno I was thinking about things and I have all these friends but I cant understand why i fail to notice or recognize them. Carrie called and asked me to goto her bros graduation thing at her house and I didnt want to go because all of the people that I knew that were going were Jrs. and for sum reason that bothered me. I thought to myself why would they want to hang out with me. it just didnt make anysense to me. Then lately it hasnt seemed liek James has wanted to hang out and ok I guess thats ok but no it bothers me. Then again maybe I am misinterpurting (sp) the whole situation which is possible. I dotn kno i prob shouldnt be worrying about this. I feel dumb...