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[ftpawol]

hey every one this is going to be the last enter about steph ( yea i say that now!). I have come to the conculsion that steph doesn't love me anymore and honestly that sucks it sucks a lot but ya know what i have learned in all this that no matter how much u fall for a girl and all she will still fuck with your head and mess up shit that u thuoght was perfect but i am over that now and am ready to move on... Ready to forget ... Just ready to see new beginings and actually see waht else my life has in store for me. Ya know my mom always tells me this and i have never thought there to be any truth behind it but now i do, " There is always a rhyme or reason for everything" now most of the time this is quoted it is about something bad but i would like to think that my experiance with steph was a good one and the finall outcome was for the better and that we really arn't ment for eachother and that there is someone else out there for the both of us. I would like to look at it like if we were ment to be we would still be together right now wouldn't we.......

thanks everyone and much love

<3 ~JAKE~