Dec 19, 2008 04:05
So, I came to a really depressing realization...I have a small dick. Yeah yeah, I'm not talking about in comparison to bioguys, thats obvious. In relation to other transguys, I'm really small. For the first time I'm really feeling like REALLY depressed by my genitals. I really just wanna cry but I know that won't make my junk any bigger. I've been on T for about 20 months, my growing is pretty much done and I look like most guys stuff at like 5 months. *sigh* I've been thinking maybe if I try the other kind of T maybe that would stimulate some growth. I'm taking cypinate or however you spell it. I'm gonna look into the other stuff.
*sigh*
Even pumped I'm like the same size as my best friend not pumped. Its just, *sigh*
I just can't put into words how down about this I feel.
Platitudes of "size doesn't matter" aren't helping at all right now...
I just needed to get it out before I exploded.
depression,
dicks