Well, this is my first post so please bear with me. I'm unsure of if I want to medically transition, either going on T or actually getting surgery done. (It's possible I'll do T in the future but with my life situation, it's hard to say.) I haven't had a period in almost a full year for unknown reasons that my doctor couldn't figure out and it was wonderful because having a cycle just reminded me how much of a woman I still am.
Well, that all changed last night and it sucks. I feel even more overcome with anxiety and it's making me feel worse. (Stress makes cramping and stuff worse.) I just keep feeling so wrong and I keep wanting to go hide in my room until it's all over but my life prevents that.
So guys, is there anyway I can just feel better about this? I know it's just nature but it's so hard to take my mind off of it. Do you guys have any suggestions to try to help me cope with this until I can go on T/get something to stop my periods?