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hi,
I am back! Paris was great, I walked around a lot. I miss Paris so much since I moved away from it. I am feeling better about the loss of my friend but I haven't faced writing to his father yet. Going to Paris helped me a lot. My friends have been amazing about it.
Anyway, the few first days I was only eating in the evening when I had too because I was staying at a friend and I felt I was loosing weight. But then we did a couple of parties and then I started to binge and I ate a lot the next few days...plus I got my periods. So I feel huge now and I am a bit depressed to be back here in London. I could have stayed longer because I didn't have any work today!
I did a bit of shopping but there was already all the summer collection and honestly everything seemed soo tiny for me. I really have to loose weight because I am even loosing the pleasure of shopping.
Anyway, my best friend come to visit me in 15 days so it gives me an objective.
Tomorrow, I'll try to be back on track.
I missed you all and thanks again for the support.
xxx
I am back! Paris was great, I walked around a lot. I miss Paris so much since I moved away from it. I am feeling better about the loss of my friend but I haven't faced writing to his father yet. Going to Paris helped me a lot. My friends have been amazing about it.
Anyway, the few first days I was only eating in the evening when I had too because I was staying at a friend and I felt I was loosing weight. But then we did a couple of parties and then I started to binge and I ate a lot the next few days...plus I got my periods. So I feel huge now and I am a bit depressed to be back here in London. I could have stayed longer because I didn't have any work today!
I did a bit of shopping but there was already all the summer collection and honestly everything seemed soo tiny for me. I really have to loose weight because I am even loosing the pleasure of shopping.
Anyway, my best friend come to visit me in 15 days so it gives me an objective.
Tomorrow, I'll try to be back on track.
I missed you all and thanks again for the support.
xxx