Title: Distance
Pairing: Hongki-Wonbin
Words:537
Genre: Songfic
Rating: PG-13
So I wanna see you
Just wanna see you
I was holding your image in myself
It wasn't a dream
It was a reality
But I let your hand go.
I still remember that morning, copious snow whitened the city. The first thing I thought was that luckily we had no commitments that day. I rejoiced at the thought of being able to stay in bed with you all the day, loving you every minute as we had loved for the first time that night.
The night before we all went together to eat sushi at our favorite restaurant in Tokyo, I don’t remember what special occasion we were celebrating but maybe they just wanted to reward us for the great job we were doing. The food was delicious and our manager allowed us to drink some sake’ to to brighten up much more the atmosphere. We were a really nice family, the love for music had brought us together but now it was the love we felt for each other to join us more every day. We quickly came back to our flat while the first snowflakes began to come down from the leaden sky.
When we got home we immediately wore some dry clothes and we gathered around the stove to warm up a little before falling asleep. One by one all reached their bed and we were alone, we talked for hours until a smile on your face faded and seriously you said to me those three beautiful words, those words that would change our life but then I took as a joke.
“Hongki hyung I love you”
“Yeah I love you too Wonbin, we have to go to bed it’s late"
“No hyung wait, I really don’t love you as one loves a brother”
After you said that you blocked my wrists and kissed me, that wasn’t certainly a kiss between siblings it was more like a spell because after I've tasted your soft lips I realized that I was still wanting, I realized that I wanted even more. I returned the kiss and as our tongues chased and explored our mouths we headed to our room. We shut the door behind us and we started to love each other as neither of us had ever done before, our hands ran on our naked bodies and fingers caused chills, spasms, gasps. That night we made love as always, no need to establish supremacy, we loved each other like Wonbin and Hongki two brothers united by music that on a cold Japanese night found the courage to give themselves completely to each other without any fears.
That morning I turned happily in bed showing off my best smile but you weren’t by my side, never mind I knew I was always the last to wake up. I dressed and joined the others in the kitchen for breakfast.
“Hongki hyung finally you have awoken, come quickly Wonbin must tell us something important " shouted the little maknae.
You don’t even looked at me and you said those words all in one breath
“Boys I’m leaving the band”
You keep walking forward
Never looking back
As if you leave everything behind
As if it's for me.