[One-Shot] Jealousy Does Crazy Things To Me
Title: Jealousy Does Crazy Things To Me
Author: war on joypiter
Rating: R
Pairing: JaeBin
Summary: Wonbinnie gets a little visit from the green-eyed monster.
NOTE: I've been writing mostly Jong Hoon x Hong Ki so here's to my next favorite pairing Wonbin x Jaejin. I had to get a little help from this one yaoi manga called "Keijijyou no Bokura."
[08.25.07] This fic has been finished for a while but I only posted it on F.T Island message boards. I wrote this probably two or three days before I left for Uni of SF so I was really procrastinating on packing as well. LOL.
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The day was done and the first day of filming "Wanna Be My Girlfriend" was a success. The boys arrived at the apartment and returned to their designated rooms, well, except for Wonbin. He had followed Jaejin into his room. Earlier during his mission, he felt Jaejin was being mean to him, laughing at him when he locked him out of the van. He wasn't going to forgive him just yet; at least, not without a little fun.
"What do you want, Wonbinnie?" Jaejin took off his jacket and threw it on the bed.
"You were mean to me earlier," Wonbin said, pouting.
Jaejin thought for a while, trying to recall the moment Wonbin was referring to. When it came to him, a sly smile grew on his face. "Hyung, whatever are you talking about?"
Wonbin knew Jaejin was only pretending to play dumb. He knew Jaejin loved to play innocent; that sly dog. "You know what I'm talking about. You pushed me out of the car and locked the door on me."
Jaejin laughed, "Well, it WAS your turn anyway. What's the big deal?" He sat on the bed and started to remove things he kept in his pocket; cell phone, wallet, etc.
"Well, I wasn't ready and you just pushed me out."
"What're gonna do? Punish me?" Jaejin said it as if it were nothing.
He loved tempting Wonbin, even before they were together. It always seemed like Jaejin had two personalities every time he changed his hairstyle. When he put it up, he would tend to read a lot. He was timid and shy, compared the personality that comes when he put his hair down. When it was down, he was sarcastic and cunning. He liked to tempt people and play tricks on them whenever he could. His trademark action was to act innocent whenever something happened. If it wasn't Minhwannie fault, it was usually Jaejin's.
Wonbin walked to the bed and stood in front of Jaejin. He placed his right knee on the bed to keep his balance and titled the other boy's chin, slightly. He leaned down; their lips were only centimeters apart. He whispered a soft 'maybe' onto the other's lips before kissing them. He slid his tongue under Jaejin's bottom, begging for entrance. Jaejin granted it; almost immediately, Wonbin's tongue shot in, tasting every crook and crevice of the other boy's mouth. He started to kiss his way down Jaejin's slender neck, also slipping his hands under his shirt.
The mood was almost ruined when Jaejin's cell phone started ring. It rang several times before Wonbin reached over to turn it off. He maneuvered his way underneath Jaejin's shirt, carefully removing it completely. He kissed down his chest, soon finding amusement with teasing Jaejin's nipples. Jaejin struggled to not make a sound, knowing his other band mates were still in the apartment and walls weren't that soundproof. Just when things started to get good...
Knock-knock. "Jaejin-ah! There's a phone call for you," the two could hear Hong Ki calling through the door.
Wonbin let out an exasperated sigh, the mood was OFFICIALLY ruined. Whoever had called Jaejin's cell, decided to call the apartment's phone instead. Jaejin scrambled to put his shirt back on and went to get the phone from Hong Ki. Wonbin watched Jaejin's every move; the couple had only done a few times. Out of their eight attempts, there were only three successes. Failures were mostly due to interruptions like phone calls or band practice. He was envious of Jong Hoon's and Hong Ki's relationship since they always seemed to make it work successfully, without interruptions. And Minhwannie; his personal life was a mystery. The youngest of them all, never really went in deep about his personal life.
Wonbin was still watching Jaejin from head to toe. He was crazy for the boy; not only sexually but emotionally. He felt that he needed to know everything about Jaejin and who he was before F.T Island. When he heard the phone being placed back into its cradle, he asked Jaejin who called.
"It was an old school friend; he invited me to a house-party tonight."
"Oh. A-Are you gonna go?"
"Yeah, I am."
Wonbin's face almost immediately fell; he tried to hide it from Jaejin but he already noticed it. The other boy laughed a little; he rested his hands on Wonbin's thighs, leaning over to look into his eyes.
"Do you wanna come with me?"
"You sure?"
"Why not? Manager said we don't have to do anything tonight, and I want you to come with me."
Jaejin smiled even wider when Wonbin agreed to go. He closed the distance and shared one more kiss with his boyfriend before pulling away.
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The house-party started at around 7:30 pm but most guest didn't start arriving until 9:00. There were a lot of celebrities there as well, not only Jaejin and Wonbin. Wonbin wondered if Jaejin's schoolmate was also a celebrity or just had a lot of connections. All the non-celebrities there didn't seem to look like wild, crazy fans. They looked perfectly comfortable being around many celebrities. There were a few Super Junior members attending this party including Heechul, Donghae, and Kibum. He looked around more and saw more of his seniors, including SG Wannabe and Fly To The Sky.
He went off to look for Jaejin, who was greeting his old schoolmates, until he disappeared into the crowd. He spotted Jaejin on the balcony of the house; he was about to signal to Jaejin that he was coming, but the other boy was already being approached by another male. Wonbin recognized him as Super Junior's, Yehsung. What should've looked like a friendly greeting between two musicians, actually was not. The F.T boys always got along well with Super Junior's members, but Jaejin's encounter with Yehsung seemed almost uncomfortable.
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Jaejin stood on the balcony, looking at the view of the city.
Someone called him from behind, "Jaejin?" He thought it was Wonbin it at first but instead it was his old flame, Yehsung.
"H-Hyung..."
"Ah, I thought it was you. It's been years; you look great," Yehsung said, placing his hand on Jaejin's shoulder. He winced slightly but covered it by giving a half-hearted smile.
Granted, there was a large age difference between him and Yehsung, the two used to go out. Well, not really go out, in a sense, but sleep together. Jaejin wasn't proud of it but at the time, he felt depressed when a girl he liked was snatched away by another guy. At that point, it had put him down so much; it didn't matter if he slept with a guy.
Yehsung's hand on his shoulder moved down to his forearm and grasped it slightly. "What are you doing later? Let's go out, like old times."
Jaejin tried to remove his hand without doing it noticeably but Yehsung didn't let go. He kept touching Jaejin's upper body, urging him to go out with him tonight.
"Let's have fun together again."
"Jaejin, what are you doing? I didn't know you and Yehsung were friends," Wonbin had quietly approached the two from behind.
Jaejin looked up to see Wonbin standing behind Yehsung. He could feel the other boy wrap his toned arm around his waist.
Yehsung made the connection in his head, almost immediately, "Aaah, so you have a boyfriend. That's too bad."
He let go of Jaejin and turned to leave. Before leaving, he walked to other side of Jaejin and whispered into his ear, "Be sure to restrain him with this, so that he won't dump you," he squeezed Jaejin's butt cheek. Jaejin blushed a deep red; he could feel Yehsung's gaze burning holes into his head. The older man finally turned to leave with Wonbin watching him intently, with an indescribable look on his face.
"Let's go."
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The entire cab ride home was filled with awkward silence. Jaejin glanced over at Wonbin several times but other boy was staring out the other window. He paid the fare and escorted Jaejin up to the apartment. Like a perfect gentleman, he opened Jaejin's bedroom door, "After you," he said.
"Th-Thank you..."
The door shut by itself.
Jaejin didn't even make it half-way into his room since Wonbin had grabbed a hold of his arm.
"Did you sleep with him?"
Jaejin spun around to look at the boy, his gaze not faltering. Wonbin asked again, "Did you sleep with him?"
Jaejin pulled his arm back, "Who are you to ask about that? Besides, it's not of your business."
That did it; Wonbin didn't know what happened but something in him exploded. He slammed Jaejin against the wall and pinned his wrists on both sides of his head.
"Ow...," Jaejin said weakly. Wonbin, however, was not concerned with his boyfriend's well-being. He started shouting questions like, "What kind of guys did you used to date?" or "How many guys have you slept with?" Jaejin tried to free his wrists from Wonbin's menacing grip, but with a body like Wonbin's, he knew his efforts were futile.
"Hyung! Let go! It hurts. You know you won't be able to get me to say anything by forcing me, but yet you still insist!"
"That's because you're freakin' stubborn...Just tell me already!" Wonbin slammed Jaejin's body into the floor, his wrists here no longer pinned beside his head but they were still in Wonbin's grip.
"Why do you care so much about it? It's all in the past; it doesn't matter anymore!"
"It matters to me! I want to know everything about you; feel you; touch you."
However, Jaejin didn't look like he was about spill anytime soon. That was the final straw; Wonbin flipped Jaejin over onto his stomach and yanked the other boy's arm behind his back. He held it in place with his knee and removed his belt. He tied both of Jaejin's wrists above his head. He lifted the smaller boy off the ground and threw him on the bed. Jaejin continued to thrash because he knew what was coming next. Wonbin, however, was in another place; whatever attracted him to Jaejin, he craved it even more that night. He was going to turn those three successes into four, tonight.
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The two were on opposite sides of the bed; Jaejin was curled up under the sheets. His eyes were already puffy and red from crying; purple bruises began to show up around his wrists from the belt.
Wonbin couldn't believe that he had just raped Jaejin, "I'm sorry," he said weakly. "Are you mad?"
Jaejin didn't budge, "You think I wouldn't be mad after something like that."
Wonbin buried his face into his hands and apologized profusely, "I'm sorry. I just completely snapped. I thought I knew everything about you. Tonight, though, when I found out I didn't, it just pissed me off so much I couldn't stop."
He was surprised when he felt Jaejin slowly roll over and gently place his head on his thigh. Jaejin planted a soft kiss on the back of Wonbin's hand and told him the story behind him and Yehsung.
"I didn't want to tell you about it because I thought you'd hate me," Jaejin's smile slowly grew on his face.
Wonbin tangled his hand in the other boy's hair, "Idiot, I could never hate you. I'm crazy for you."
"Really?"
"Really."
The two embraced and kissed; it seemed like whatever happened in the past hour or so, was put behind them and forgotten. They made love all over again, this time gentler and full of love. Once they both reached their climax, they were exhausted beyond relief. They both settled in the center of the bed. Wonbin wrapped his arm around Jaejin's shoulders, while the other rested his head on Wonbin's chest.
Before drifting off, Jaejin whispered into Wonbin's ear, "Hyung..."
"Hmmm?"
"Saranghaeyo."
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NOTE: (written on 08.15.07) I should really be in bed right now since it's like 2:30 am, but I felt like I HAD to finish this story tonight. I would've just had too many things on my mind if I left this unfinished. I seem to write A LOT of my stories in the wee hours of the night. My parents think I'm asleep when really, I locked myself in the bathroom. XDD! I'm sorry if there's typos, I only skimmed through it briefly. @.@
Author: war on joypiter
Rating: R
Pairing: JaeBin
Summary: Wonbinnie gets a little visit from the green-eyed monster.
NOTE: I've been writing mostly Jong Hoon x Hong Ki so here's to my next favorite pairing Wonbin x Jaejin. I had to get a little help from this one yaoi manga called "Keijijyou no Bokura."
[08.25.07] This fic has been finished for a while but I only posted it on F.T Island message boards. I wrote this probably two or three days before I left for Uni of SF so I was really procrastinating on packing as well. LOL.
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The day was done and the first day of filming "Wanna Be My Girlfriend" was a success. The boys arrived at the apartment and returned to their designated rooms, well, except for Wonbin. He had followed Jaejin into his room. Earlier during his mission, he felt Jaejin was being mean to him, laughing at him when he locked him out of the van. He wasn't going to forgive him just yet; at least, not without a little fun.
"What do you want, Wonbinnie?" Jaejin took off his jacket and threw it on the bed.
"You were mean to me earlier," Wonbin said, pouting.
Jaejin thought for a while, trying to recall the moment Wonbin was referring to. When it came to him, a sly smile grew on his face. "Hyung, whatever are you talking about?"
Wonbin knew Jaejin was only pretending to play dumb. He knew Jaejin loved to play innocent; that sly dog. "You know what I'm talking about. You pushed me out of the car and locked the door on me."
Jaejin laughed, "Well, it WAS your turn anyway. What's the big deal?" He sat on the bed and started to remove things he kept in his pocket; cell phone, wallet, etc.
"Well, I wasn't ready and you just pushed me out."
"What're gonna do? Punish me?" Jaejin said it as if it were nothing.
He loved tempting Wonbin, even before they were together. It always seemed like Jaejin had two personalities every time he changed his hairstyle. When he put it up, he would tend to read a lot. He was timid and shy, compared the personality that comes when he put his hair down. When it was down, he was sarcastic and cunning. He liked to tempt people and play tricks on them whenever he could. His trademark action was to act innocent whenever something happened. If it wasn't Minhwannie fault, it was usually Jaejin's.
Wonbin walked to the bed and stood in front of Jaejin. He placed his right knee on the bed to keep his balance and titled the other boy's chin, slightly. He leaned down; their lips were only centimeters apart. He whispered a soft 'maybe' onto the other's lips before kissing them. He slid his tongue under Jaejin's bottom, begging for entrance. Jaejin granted it; almost immediately, Wonbin's tongue shot in, tasting every crook and crevice of the other boy's mouth. He started to kiss his way down Jaejin's slender neck, also slipping his hands under his shirt.
The mood was almost ruined when Jaejin's cell phone started ring. It rang several times before Wonbin reached over to turn it off. He maneuvered his way underneath Jaejin's shirt, carefully removing it completely. He kissed down his chest, soon finding amusement with teasing Jaejin's nipples. Jaejin struggled to not make a sound, knowing his other band mates were still in the apartment and walls weren't that soundproof. Just when things started to get good...
Knock-knock. "Jaejin-ah! There's a phone call for you," the two could hear Hong Ki calling through the door.
Wonbin let out an exasperated sigh, the mood was OFFICIALLY ruined. Whoever had called Jaejin's cell, decided to call the apartment's phone instead. Jaejin scrambled to put his shirt back on and went to get the phone from Hong Ki. Wonbin watched Jaejin's every move; the couple had only done a few times. Out of their eight attempts, there were only three successes. Failures were mostly due to interruptions like phone calls or band practice. He was envious of Jong Hoon's and Hong Ki's relationship since they always seemed to make it work successfully, without interruptions. And Minhwannie; his personal life was a mystery. The youngest of them all, never really went in deep about his personal life.
Wonbin was still watching Jaejin from head to toe. He was crazy for the boy; not only sexually but emotionally. He felt that he needed to know everything about Jaejin and who he was before F.T Island. When he heard the phone being placed back into its cradle, he asked Jaejin who called.
"It was an old school friend; he invited me to a house-party tonight."
"Oh. A-Are you gonna go?"
"Yeah, I am."
Wonbin's face almost immediately fell; he tried to hide it from Jaejin but he already noticed it. The other boy laughed a little; he rested his hands on Wonbin's thighs, leaning over to look into his eyes.
"Do you wanna come with me?"
"You sure?"
"Why not? Manager said we don't have to do anything tonight, and I want you to come with me."
Jaejin smiled even wider when Wonbin agreed to go. He closed the distance and shared one more kiss with his boyfriend before pulling away.
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The house-party started at around 7:30 pm but most guest didn't start arriving until 9:00. There were a lot of celebrities there as well, not only Jaejin and Wonbin. Wonbin wondered if Jaejin's schoolmate was also a celebrity or just had a lot of connections. All the non-celebrities there didn't seem to look like wild, crazy fans. They looked perfectly comfortable being around many celebrities. There were a few Super Junior members attending this party including Heechul, Donghae, and Kibum. He looked around more and saw more of his seniors, including SG Wannabe and Fly To The Sky.
He went off to look for Jaejin, who was greeting his old schoolmates, until he disappeared into the crowd. He spotted Jaejin on the balcony of the house; he was about to signal to Jaejin that he was coming, but the other boy was already being approached by another male. Wonbin recognized him as Super Junior's, Yehsung. What should've looked like a friendly greeting between two musicians, actually was not. The F.T boys always got along well with Super Junior's members, but Jaejin's encounter with Yehsung seemed almost uncomfortable.
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Jaejin stood on the balcony, looking at the view of the city.
Someone called him from behind, "Jaejin?" He thought it was Wonbin it at first but instead it was his old flame, Yehsung.
"H-Hyung..."
"Ah, I thought it was you. It's been years; you look great," Yehsung said, placing his hand on Jaejin's shoulder. He winced slightly but covered it by giving a half-hearted smile.
Granted, there was a large age difference between him and Yehsung, the two used to go out. Well, not really go out, in a sense, but sleep together. Jaejin wasn't proud of it but at the time, he felt depressed when a girl he liked was snatched away by another guy. At that point, it had put him down so much; it didn't matter if he slept with a guy.
Yehsung's hand on his shoulder moved down to his forearm and grasped it slightly. "What are you doing later? Let's go out, like old times."
Jaejin tried to remove his hand without doing it noticeably but Yehsung didn't let go. He kept touching Jaejin's upper body, urging him to go out with him tonight.
"Let's have fun together again."
"Jaejin, what are you doing? I didn't know you and Yehsung were friends," Wonbin had quietly approached the two from behind.
Jaejin looked up to see Wonbin standing behind Yehsung. He could feel the other boy wrap his toned arm around his waist.
Yehsung made the connection in his head, almost immediately, "Aaah, so you have a boyfriend. That's too bad."
He let go of Jaejin and turned to leave. Before leaving, he walked to other side of Jaejin and whispered into his ear, "Be sure to restrain him with this, so that he won't dump you," he squeezed Jaejin's butt cheek. Jaejin blushed a deep red; he could feel Yehsung's gaze burning holes into his head. The older man finally turned to leave with Wonbin watching him intently, with an indescribable look on his face.
"Let's go."
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The entire cab ride home was filled with awkward silence. Jaejin glanced over at Wonbin several times but other boy was staring out the other window. He paid the fare and escorted Jaejin up to the apartment. Like a perfect gentleman, he opened Jaejin's bedroom door, "After you," he said.
"Th-Thank you..."
The door shut by itself.
Jaejin didn't even make it half-way into his room since Wonbin had grabbed a hold of his arm.
"Did you sleep with him?"
Jaejin spun around to look at the boy, his gaze not faltering. Wonbin asked again, "Did you sleep with him?"
Jaejin pulled his arm back, "Who are you to ask about that? Besides, it's not of your business."
That did it; Wonbin didn't know what happened but something in him exploded. He slammed Jaejin against the wall and pinned his wrists on both sides of his head.
"Ow...," Jaejin said weakly. Wonbin, however, was not concerned with his boyfriend's well-being. He started shouting questions like, "What kind of guys did you used to date?" or "How many guys have you slept with?" Jaejin tried to free his wrists from Wonbin's menacing grip, but with a body like Wonbin's, he knew his efforts were futile.
"Hyung! Let go! It hurts. You know you won't be able to get me to say anything by forcing me, but yet you still insist!"
"That's because you're freakin' stubborn...Just tell me already!" Wonbin slammed Jaejin's body into the floor, his wrists here no longer pinned beside his head but they were still in Wonbin's grip.
"Why do you care so much about it? It's all in the past; it doesn't matter anymore!"
"It matters to me! I want to know everything about you; feel you; touch you."
However, Jaejin didn't look like he was about spill anytime soon. That was the final straw; Wonbin flipped Jaejin over onto his stomach and yanked the other boy's arm behind his back. He held it in place with his knee and removed his belt. He tied both of Jaejin's wrists above his head. He lifted the smaller boy off the ground and threw him on the bed. Jaejin continued to thrash because he knew what was coming next. Wonbin, however, was in another place; whatever attracted him to Jaejin, he craved it even more that night. He was going to turn those three successes into four, tonight.
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The two were on opposite sides of the bed; Jaejin was curled up under the sheets. His eyes were already puffy and red from crying; purple bruises began to show up around his wrists from the belt.
Wonbin couldn't believe that he had just raped Jaejin, "I'm sorry," he said weakly. "Are you mad?"
Jaejin didn't budge, "You think I wouldn't be mad after something like that."
Wonbin buried his face into his hands and apologized profusely, "I'm sorry. I just completely snapped. I thought I knew everything about you. Tonight, though, when I found out I didn't, it just pissed me off so much I couldn't stop."
He was surprised when he felt Jaejin slowly roll over and gently place his head on his thigh. Jaejin planted a soft kiss on the back of Wonbin's hand and told him the story behind him and Yehsung.
"I didn't want to tell you about it because I thought you'd hate me," Jaejin's smile slowly grew on his face.
Wonbin tangled his hand in the other boy's hair, "Idiot, I could never hate you. I'm crazy for you."
"Really?"
"Really."
The two embraced and kissed; it seemed like whatever happened in the past hour or so, was put behind them and forgotten. They made love all over again, this time gentler and full of love. Once they both reached their climax, they were exhausted beyond relief. They both settled in the center of the bed. Wonbin wrapped his arm around Jaejin's shoulders, while the other rested his head on Wonbin's chest.
Before drifting off, Jaejin whispered into Wonbin's ear, "Hyung..."
"Hmmm?"
"Saranghaeyo."
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NOTE: (written on 08.15.07) I should really be in bed right now since it's like 2:30 am, but I felt like I HAD to finish this story tonight. I would've just had too many things on my mind if I left this unfinished. I seem to write A LOT of my stories in the wee hours of the night. My parents think I'm asleep when really, I locked myself in the bathroom. XDD! I'm sorry if there's typos, I only skimmed through it briefly. @.@