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you know as much as you guys treated me like shit, i feel for you. i read your lj entries from a distance and i feel sadness. yeah, you pushed me out of your lives because of what? because someone brought happiness to my life? because i had something you didn't? i don't know. but you know it was shitty of you, and now, i'm no longer part of your lives. yet i was always the one who asked how you were, randomly, and i was always the one who really gave a shit to hear the answer. but you lost that. and now, while i read about everyone's lives falling apart to boys, or alcohol, or to themselves, i feel the need to be there. to comfort you. because at one point, you let me. and at one point it meant something to you to have me in your lives. but not now. and thats fine. you don't need/want me around fine. i'm not going to lose sleep over it. but just know that if you ever asked me to be there, i would be. it doesn't matter how shitty you treated me, and how much i tell myself i don't need you. because truthfully, i don't need you. if i never saw you again, so be it. but at one time, i was one of the people you confided in, one of the people you laugh and cried with. if that means shit to you, fine. but friends, then or now, means that if you needed me, i'd be there.
who else can you say that about?
who else can you say that about?