To the Public!
Not to be confused with pubic o.0
Lyssaland has become a land of bordom. I feel that at this stage it is merely a never-ending line ride, a game of hurry-up-and-wait. >.<
I sent my BCC transcripts to UCF a week ago, and sadly they have not posted them to my online records. School starts August 20th, which is also my birthday. My 21st birthday to be precise. Before then I must first find out if I am accepted (which I am not really worried about if only they would update my records!), get yet another immunization form filled out, got to orientation (as this is the THIRD college I will be attending i don't really see the need for this step, but they do *shrug*), get registered for classes that will probably all be full, and end up with Underwater Basket Weaving 101 and Introduction to Synchronized Swimming just so I have enough credits to keep my scholarship. It is almost enough to discourage me from going back this semester. ALMOST. I feel that if I don't go back now, I may never go. I realize that school is not necessary for everyone to have fulfilling lives, but I have put so much into school that I'm not sure what I will do with my life if I don't go.
I am also, for all intents and purposes, unemployed. I had enough of Taco Bell, so I left. Being as I am now living at home, it is possible for me to take my time and not just jump into another shitty job that I am too bright for. However, the bordom of not working is driving me crazy. I could get another small, part-time job, but i also don't wish to do that until I know waht's going on with the school situation. Catch-22s everywhere!
We are remodeling the house, and I am helping with that. However, my mother seems to have fallen into a state of depression so things are slow-moving on that front as well. Neither of us has any motivation.
And so the story always seems to go ....