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Well yesterday I ended up getting my cartilage pierced. Right before I got it done the lady was like this hurts really bad are u sure u wanna get it done? I was like who says that?!? It did not hurt at all. Then my mom, her bf, my sis, her friend and I went out to dinner. My dad and I are in another fight. I have not talked to him in a couple days. He can be soo mean. I left his house Monday crying and have not talked to him since. Last fight we went almost 2 months without talking. But whatever I do not wanna talk about that anymore. Chris really wants me to go to halloween horror nights with him on sat. but I just have not been feeling good at all and he is like no ur coming. But if I do not feel better I am not gonna go. Well that is all for now..gonna go finish watching Days of Our Lives..xoxo
Hey Dad look at me. Think back and talk to me. Did I grow up according to plan? Do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do? But it hurts when you disapprove all along. And now I try hard to make it. I just want to make you proud. I'm never gonna be good enough for you. I can't pretend that I'm alright. And you can't change me. Cuz we lost it all. Nothing lasts forever. I'm sorry I can't be Perfect. Now it's just too late. And we can't go back. I'm sorry. I can't be Perfect. I try not to think about the pain I feel inside. Did you know you used to be my hero? All the days you spent with me now seem so far away. And it feels like you don't care anymore. And now I try hard to make it. I just want to make you proud. I'm never gonna be good enough for you. I can't stand another fight. And nothing is alright. Cuz we lost it all. Nothing lasts forever. I'm sorry. I can't be Perfect. Now it's just too late. And we can't go back. I'm sorry. I can't be Perfect. Nothing is gonna change the things that you said. Nothing is gonna make this right again. Please don't turn your back. I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you. But you don't understand. Cuz we lost it all. Nothing lasts forever. I'm sorry. I can't be Perfect. Now it's just too late. And we can't go back. I'm sorry. I can't be Perfect. Cuz we lost it all. Nothing lasts forever. I'm sorry. I can't be Perfect. Now it's just too late. And we can't go back. I'm sorry. I can't be Perfect.
Hey Dad look at me. Think back and talk to me. Did I grow up according to plan? Do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do? But it hurts when you disapprove all along. And now I try hard to make it. I just want to make you proud. I'm never gonna be good enough for you. I can't pretend that I'm alright. And you can't change me. Cuz we lost it all. Nothing lasts forever. I'm sorry I can't be Perfect. Now it's just too late. And we can't go back. I'm sorry. I can't be Perfect. I try not to think about the pain I feel inside. Did you know you used to be my hero? All the days you spent with me now seem so far away. And it feels like you don't care anymore. And now I try hard to make it. I just want to make you proud. I'm never gonna be good enough for you. I can't stand another fight. And nothing is alright. Cuz we lost it all. Nothing lasts forever. I'm sorry. I can't be Perfect. Now it's just too late. And we can't go back. I'm sorry. I can't be Perfect. Nothing is gonna change the things that you said. Nothing is gonna make this right again. Please don't turn your back. I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you. But you don't understand. Cuz we lost it all. Nothing lasts forever. I'm sorry. I can't be Perfect. Now it's just too late. And we can't go back. I'm sorry. I can't be Perfect. Cuz we lost it all. Nothing lasts forever. I'm sorry. I can't be Perfect. Now it's just too late. And we can't go back. I'm sorry. I can't be Perfect.