bad day
yea, today was reall sucky, well latley everythings been real sucky.
So, i woke up today and my mom was like i want u to stay home cuz ur sick (which i dont feel like, but ii am suposevly) and some family issues came up and i ended up getting to school around 8:45. I was just in such a "dont mess with me mood today"...
then in math clas, Mr.Adzovie gives me a 63% on my math project whitch got me even more pissed off, and i was just looing for anything to snap at. and i snaped at him real bad out loud infront of the whole class and insulted him. So he was like "i want to meat you after class" and when i did, i was like "yea, im sorry i snapped" (see we were aguing over the estimated height of a building on my math project) and he basically said "i dont want u to snap at me and about the building i'm right and your wrong, ok?" i then went like "ok cool, ur right, can i go" and then it was ok.
Then in history i was just so frekin pissed off, i was just like "SHUT THE FREAKING HECK UP" to anyone who said anything to me. I feel sorta bad about it but sometimes they merited it cuz like raunak nd kwaku realized i was in a bad mood, and kept pushing it.
And then when i got home today i went skating for like 30 mins, and had probally the most pissed off/ticked off/drama king/screw life/crap/ugly skate session of my life. i was just getting so pissed whenever i messed up on a trick(a lot today) i would just kick my board or throw it as hard i as i could. I almost broke it.
yea, so besides being in a real wiered mood this week, im just having some problems socialy. Its not going to well though. Im just real confused and dazed in life right now. I dont think i can take ghana any longer, i just wanna chill on my couch with ian nd john watch t.v. back in CT. Im dieing to go ome!!!!!!
ive never been this homesick. so i seem to want to be off on my own.
I think i know the real reason why i'm not doing to good. But i really cant say it out publicly, if u talk to me, mabye ill tell u (depends on who u are). quite literally, i think im gonna break. every second i feel more pain and every minute i think of a new quick fix. I know ill have it solved by the end of the night.
well, i think im gonna go sit in my room, i dunno y im crying right now.... im just so stressed/dipressed. The thing is that i know the solution(nd it dont got to do with self abuse), but if i do it, it will hurt to manny people, to manny people that i care about to much.
well, im tired and sick of talking, later
-kyle
So, i woke up today and my mom was like i want u to stay home cuz ur sick (which i dont feel like, but ii am suposevly) and some family issues came up and i ended up getting to school around 8:45. I was just in such a "dont mess with me mood today"...
then in math clas, Mr.Adzovie gives me a 63% on my math project whitch got me even more pissed off, and i was just looing for anything to snap at. and i snaped at him real bad out loud infront of the whole class and insulted him. So he was like "i want to meat you after class" and when i did, i was like "yea, im sorry i snapped" (see we were aguing over the estimated height of a building on my math project) and he basically said "i dont want u to snap at me and about the building i'm right and your wrong, ok?" i then went like "ok cool, ur right, can i go" and then it was ok.
Then in history i was just so frekin pissed off, i was just like "SHUT THE FREAKING HECK UP" to anyone who said anything to me. I feel sorta bad about it but sometimes they merited it cuz like raunak nd kwaku realized i was in a bad mood, and kept pushing it.
And then when i got home today i went skating for like 30 mins, and had probally the most pissed off/ticked off/drama king/screw life/crap/ugly skate session of my life. i was just getting so pissed whenever i messed up on a trick(a lot today) i would just kick my board or throw it as hard i as i could. I almost broke it.
yea, so besides being in a real wiered mood this week, im just having some problems socialy. Its not going to well though. Im just real confused and dazed in life right now. I dont think i can take ghana any longer, i just wanna chill on my couch with ian nd john watch t.v. back in CT. Im dieing to go ome!!!!!!
ive never been this homesick. so i seem to want to be off on my own.
I think i know the real reason why i'm not doing to good. But i really cant say it out publicly, if u talk to me, mabye ill tell u (depends on who u are). quite literally, i think im gonna break. every second i feel more pain and every minute i think of a new quick fix. I know ill have it solved by the end of the night.
well, i think im gonna go sit in my room, i dunno y im crying right now.... im just so stressed/dipressed. The thing is that i know the solution(nd it dont got to do with self abuse), but if i do it, it will hurt to manny people, to manny people that i care about to much.
well, im tired and sick of talking, later
-kyle