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I can't explain this feeling all too well...for it's one I haven't felt in quite sometime...I don't know if it's the apprehension rising in me or if it's genuine feeling. I can't loose my head in the next week...I have to focus on the wedding...not on me. I like him...I can't help it. I want my dad...to see me happy. And this guy makes me smile. a lot. I want more than an unpredictable phone call...I deserve more than that too. I want him...because I can't help it...