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So it is spring time, with all the normal results. Campus is wonderful and I seem to appreciate it more when I am alone there at night time - which has been all too frequent lately. I really need an insomniac friend :(
I am kind of deciding what I wan't to do with my life. It is such a hard question, and it seems that "robotics" as an answer is inadequate. I think that there must be some subsections of things like FIRST that I could identify and isolate. Too many times today did I comment - now if we could only make a living doing this...
I am rocking the one class this quarter, however pitiful it is in addition to my continued unemployment. Oh well, something will work out soon.
Lately I guess I feel that I am just out of sync with people. Maybe physically, maybe mentally, some combination. I mean I am sure its both, but I have yet to really grasp for myself the details. I am awake when people are asleep and I suppose that means I am asleep when they are awake. There are people that I just can't figure out and that REALLY bugs me - like being at a complete loss, it sucks. I guess it is something that I am stubborn about and tend not to let go.
Maybe the lesson of the day is to let go of behaviors and conventions, and increase my exposure to the new. But it seems without experience as a tool, as guidelines for action how much can be learned? How to know how to accomplish my goals?
[edit] what you know about me tells you less about who I am then the same amount would with other people. Is this a good or bad thing? That answer and ramifications of this fact are my current focus.
I am kind of deciding what I wan't to do with my life. It is such a hard question, and it seems that "robotics" as an answer is inadequate. I think that there must be some subsections of things like FIRST that I could identify and isolate. Too many times today did I comment - now if we could only make a living doing this...
I am rocking the one class this quarter, however pitiful it is in addition to my continued unemployment. Oh well, something will work out soon.
Lately I guess I feel that I am just out of sync with people. Maybe physically, maybe mentally, some combination. I mean I am sure its both, but I have yet to really grasp for myself the details. I am awake when people are asleep and I suppose that means I am asleep when they are awake. There are people that I just can't figure out and that REALLY bugs me - like being at a complete loss, it sucks. I guess it is something that I am stubborn about and tend not to let go.
Maybe the lesson of the day is to let go of behaviors and conventions, and increase my exposure to the new. But it seems without experience as a tool, as guidelines for action how much can be learned? How to know how to accomplish my goals?
[edit] what you know about me tells you less about who I am then the same amount would with other people. Is this a good or bad thing? That answer and ramifications of this fact are my current focus.