Who will really read this and care about it anyway?
This is what I wrote in respond to Cassandra's MSN personal message.
'On a rainy day, alone walking down along the streets, with children splashing on puddles they can find, and their parent's one side watching for their safety. Thinking, how awesome if I was a child again. It makes me wonder, if am I actually all alone, facing this eerie loneliness. Does really no want wants me or I'm left alone in this world, because am I that incapable and or such? Everything flashing through my mind seems like lighting. Oh god, how I wish, there's someone accompanying me through all these, or least knowing how I felt. Like can someone send me a sign or a hint?'
With edited from the first version of course.
Sigh, perhaps that's what I'm facing now, I guess?
My life would be so much better if I had the following,
I guess that would be enough for the time being, my life will be more or less perfect with if I have those stuff in my life.
Not now, but maybe in near future. Ha!
Like I said, who will really read this and care about it anyway? Doubt I can even get into NAFA after ITE, with my current qualification, is a big no way!
Oh well. I guess, end of the day, I'm still alone. All by myself.
'On a rainy day, alone walking down along the streets, with children splashing on puddles they can find, and their parent's one side watching for their safety. Thinking, how awesome if I was a child again. It makes me wonder, if am I actually all alone, facing this eerie loneliness. Does really no want wants me or I'm left alone in this world, because am I that incapable and or such? Everything flashing through my mind seems like lighting. Oh god, how I wish, there's someone accompanying me through all these, or least knowing how I felt. Like can someone send me a sign or a hint?'
With edited from the first version of course.
Sigh, perhaps that's what I'm facing now, I guess?
My life would be so much better if I had the following,
- A personal recording studio, with necessary instruments;
- A demo tape of my original materials;
- A band (not compulsory);
- In NAFA (Nayang Academy of Fine Arts) instead of ITE (Institute of Technical Education) (but decided to go for NAFA after ITE, if I'm eligible enough);
- A record producer like George Martin;
- A driving licence;
- A reasonable pay job;
- Start my own personal music publishing company (to publish my own material).
I guess that would be enough for the time being, my life will be more or less perfect with if I have those stuff in my life.
Not now, but maybe in near future. Ha!
Like I said, who will really read this and care about it anyway? Doubt I can even get into NAFA after ITE, with my current qualification, is a big no way!
Oh well. I guess, end of the day, I'm still alone. All by myself.