sick
ok so i am sick of acting and some of u know what im talkin about...its like ppl like barbara wonder why i want to move and well its bc of ppl who are jus plain bitches and have always been bitches for as long as i have known them and its like they know im not a mean person so im not going to tell them to get out of my life. and i hate double standards like i understand i do this some too but if ur gonna bitch about someone keepin u up WHEN U DIDNT ASK THEM TO SHUT UP thats dumb now when someone has to work early in the morning and u are slamming doors and talking loudly so they cannot sleep and they ask u to be quiet and ur like ok well and get all defensive as usual instead of bein like ok we will be more quiet IT Fin PISSES ME OFF and another note I AM SO SICK OF LIL SPOILED LIL BRATS WHO HAVE TO GET THE LAST WORD IN it drives me nuts its like talkin to my sister when shes caught in a lie. when ur wrong just fin admit ur wrong when someone is like hey ur bein a bitch jus ff'in apologize i dont need the millions of depressing reasons why u feel like bein a bitch and making my day go all to hell is ok with you i jus wish i had the guts to really tell ppl off when they have been so shitty to me so much but i always seem to be the nICE person(yea nICE after i said all that) and jus let them go on about their pathetic lives thinkin that we are ok and well we havent been and ive been venting for years and things jus never change...i mean or example wouldnt u hate it IF u asked someone if they liked ur wedding dress and to ur face they were like OMG thats so great and then went behind ur back to ur friend and said OMG i hate her dress what was she thinkin? ok well im sick of that stuff too and its happened a lot lately and i was jus tellin jess i think im so glad im leavin cos maybe i cant be mean but if i jus stop talkin to them they will jus go away and then it will be ok i dont know.....
besides this my fiance is great and my family is great and work has been great until today when i made tiff mad well actually i didnt make her mad someone else did but i dont think she realizes that so oh wel its a usual thing when tiff and i work together so whatever only 22 more days
i gotta go to cingular and change some things so c-ya
_X_Lee Lee_X_
besides this my fiance is great and my family is great and work has been great until today when i made tiff mad well actually i didnt make her mad someone else did but i dont think she realizes that so oh wel its a usual thing when tiff and i work together so whatever only 22 more days
i gotta go to cingular and change some things so c-ya
_X_Lee Lee_X_