REAL

[frznhockygurl17]

ok so besides that survey lol this is the real update well friday was fun lets see i worked that morning and then went tanning and tiff and i went to see man of the house which was good(whurs ur happy face) and then i came home wishin i could see patrick but he was busy with his friends and it felt like he ditched me cos we def had plans to hang out and im sorry but im not stayin up all hours of the night to wait on him when i have to be up early even tho tiff even said that she knows if he would have came over i so would have gotten up(and given in cos i missed him) so yea i got up early saturday and went to work and stuff we were so busy it was crazy and i got off ealry i went and got my sissy and jessica we went to my apt i took a shower went to cicis ate like a billion pieces of pizza with jess and my sissy and then it was off to a HOCKEY GAME YAY(side note:: i saw nathans mommy and brother at anthonys that mornin it was so cool and his car is so hot) and so we went to the guns and hoses game and looked at hot guys lol jk and supported officer lovell and stuff and it was so coll hes actually pretty good i mean he scored a goal i think and he got a goal in the shoot out so yea it was good jus like last year YAY GUNS and i got a great shirt too so after that we went to pick on jessis sister cos she was sick lol (she was supposed to have a mary kay party) and hung out there til it was time to go see man of the house AGAIN YAY and so yea my sis her friend jess and i laughed and afterwards i took them all home and came home and called patrick and stuff and like friday night he ditched me again and we didnt hang out so i was hurt and kinda sad but i sucked it up and wemt to bed like a big girl lol so sunday i got up early and went to work and thought all f'in day about patrick which made me mad cos i wasnt ready to be thinkin all about him like that cos that means i like him a lot and that scares me cos im sick of bein hurt and its jus so much easier to run away i guess BUT anyways we were really busy and i ddnt get off til late and i went to see patrick and stuff (wel he kinda came and saw me at work for a while) after i got off and we hun gout and watched part of the race and adam and trevor were bein antsy guys and had to eat so (im leavin out the rest cos the details are in the next to last entry when i was venting) and so yea i decided to go to the concert with my church I GET THERE(and instead of counting how many tickets they sold they count heads and they meet capacity and wont let me in even tho my youth director paid for my ticket and everything and had a seat saved for me so i was upset and i was mad cos patrick was bein gay with me and stuff so i called tiff(or wel she called me) and we met at anthonys and picked on shawn(and u all know what happened and how i got told all this crap about patrick as soon as i walked in the f'in door) and i ate and we went to my friend tims house to watch the oscars and bethany and kim were there for a bit(i really like them) and then marshall and chris came over(or maybe marshall was already there) and we watched the awards and of course tiff and i had to comment on the outfits and on orlando bloom and johnny depp lol and i fell asleep numerous times and we really grouchy when i got woken up the few times i did so yea i left when it was over and came here to the apt and slept and i got up for work and got to go in late cos we didnt need to be there so yea nad i worked a bit and we were so busy for the staff we had BLAH and it was fun tho cos shawn and tiff and kevin and russell picked around which was of course fun then i went and layed in the snow with tiff and my sissy and lil brother WJ AND THEN we were supposed to have a snow ball fight with SOMEONE BUT they never showed cos they are pansies so that jus mean s i get to hit them in the face with a snowbal tomorrow
its off to bed for me

_X_Lee Lee_X_

kisses-hugs-hockey pucks lol