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"In this time of introspection
on the eve of my election
I say to my reflection
God please spare me more rejection
'Cause my peers they criticise me
and my ex-wives all dispise me
try to put it all behind me
but my redneck past is nippin' at my heels."
Not much of those lyrics are relevant to how I'm feeling right now but it's randomly stuck in my head, I haven't listened to that song in a months. But I am feeling something. The end of the year-edness is catching up with me. Friends (JR'S + underclassmen) I'm not going to get to see again regularly. It's kinda heightened by the fact that I forgot to bring my yearbook to school today and I was panicing "NOOO! MUST HAVE MEMORIES!" about taking care of that business. Had the performing arts picnic today, and I had an inordinate amount of fun playing bocce with David DuBois, Joey Wolfslau, and Micah Chavin. (Joey and I=undefeated). We made up some rules that were like petanque because no one knew regular bocce rules. Solid guys every one, they'll do me proud next year.
This is my playlist right now, and it's all over the map in terms of the people and things it reminds me of. I feel emotionally drained in a way that deosn't happen very often. Not sad, just... like there's a traffic jam.
Playlist:
Ben Folds Five : Regrets, Golden Slumbers, The Luckiest, Barytown, Smoke, Julianne, Jackson Cannery, Kate
Yesterday - Boyz II Men cover (acapella)
What I Got - Sublime cover (acapella)
Counting Crows - Monkey
I hate puting lyrics in profiles and the like, so if your're still reading, go download and listen to Regrets for me. I love Ben Folds Five, all of those are good on some level, some deeper than others.
Diana asked me to sign her yearbook today. She hasn't done that in two years.