I was green in so many ways

[frying_sok]

Drank more than ever before. Went out with people from my floor to "this girl I know's house" where we had awful awful drinks made from the tail end of all the liquer bottles on the house. My goal was to get smashed. But here's the flaw in that plan... I had never been on the unpleasant end of drunk, only the good side. So I neglected to take into consideration that more does not mean better effect the further you go. I proceeded to have what I am told is an indeecent amount of alcohol once people realized what was in these foul glasses I had been imbibing with such gusto. So I had a terrible night. There was stuff that I though was fun before I began throwing up (though I'm sure if I had been sober I would have been asking myself what the fuck I was doing with these people). A few hours after I stopped, I began throwing up and had to stagger back across town and campus with people talking to me so I wouldn't stop. I almost slept in a field (cause thats what we have here in Davis instead of... alleys or some such equivalent) I don't think I was "hung over" the next day, but to be sure, I was not at the top of my game for 6 hours after I woke up. At noon.

I'm going to come back to Santa Barbara and be dumber and shallower because of college. "But Nick, you just need to make better choices." Granted, but this atmosphere isn't doing much to help either.

Something to remembered and very ashamed of. I'm doing homework on Halloween night.