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Just need some time to myself again
Need to bring back the old days when I was in control of my life
Again and again
Taproot said it best I wish I had some Ryan time. I want to get back intouch with myself. I've altered myself so much to live a life that I'm no longer content with. Its not like I don't like the new people in my life, they're all great in their own way, but many of them don't really know me like all of you. I've got some close to me like my crew and a couple others but they're are nothing like parties at nell's and games at wayne's or ragers at bryn's. I've got dallas and andrea left who get to see the real me, cuz i put too much on myself.
Who up for throwing everything out the window getting everyone back together even the ones we don't like anymore and starting all over again. I am, because at one point we all loved each other and had a great time. I wish I could let go of the past but its hard. I miss you all and want to be me, whatever.
Need to bring back the old days when I was in control of my life
Again and again
Taproot said it best I wish I had some Ryan time. I want to get back intouch with myself. I've altered myself so much to live a life that I'm no longer content with. Its not like I don't like the new people in my life, they're all great in their own way, but many of them don't really know me like all of you. I've got some close to me like my crew and a couple others but they're are nothing like parties at nell's and games at wayne's or ragers at bryn's. I've got dallas and andrea left who get to see the real me, cuz i put too much on myself.
Who up for throwing everything out the window getting everyone back together even the ones we don't like anymore and starting all over again. I am, because at one point we all loved each other and had a great time. I wish I could let go of the past but its hard. I miss you all and want to be me, whatever.