Dec 18, 2004 17:14
So, I hope that the people this entry is ment for read it, and for those who dont know whats going on I'm so sorry. In a perfect world there would be no secrets.
Okay, I just feel like, If you think I'm mad at you why don't you come to me, look me in the eyes, and ask me why I'm mad instead of assuming why? Im sick of this confusing, messed up life full of liars. I don't even think you know why I'm frustrated. Assuming things is not ok, and neither is blaming things on other people. Everyone really needs to just be honest and take responnsibillity for their actions. There has been way to much lying, secrets, "leaving out info." as some would put it, hiding things, and just coming to conclusions to quickly. I really would like someone, Even just once, to just let down there gaurds and tell me what is going on (THE WHOLE STORY!)
I would absolutely love for someone to come and talk to me. I don't think it is fair for anyone when I hear these things 4th hand. I bet as some of you read this you are thinking that I'm being stupid and hypocritical and that i don't understand, but that is why i really would love to talk to you about this stuff.
My opinion is that what all of our friendships lack is communication and honesty. Please think about this and then maybe we can talk and figure out eachothers point of veiws and come to an agreement. The way we have relationships right now is not good. And I am NOT just talking to one person. I'm talking to all of you. Well except you Wyatt, but I guess you didn't really understand any of this anyway. Sorry about that.
Well I love you all and I want you to know that I don't hate any of you. Sometimes I get mad and say things I don't mean. I'm so sorry, Sometimes I don't think before I say things and then i regret it later. Im sorry this had to come at a bad time but it needs to be delt with and not just forgotten. Happy Whatever,
~Karen