im alive.
so as i was entering the subject title. ppppsss. its like my favorite part. shutthefuck up CRAckkkk. i originally wanted to type "i wonder how many people actually look at the moon throughout their lives and think, im alive." but it was gonna be to long. so then i was gonna type your alive. and started to type. your barely... alive. like my theme song. i guess my point is, i didnt have to second guess it. bc i have realized no im not barely alive...anymore. but that im alive. everything has been going well. summer school is blah. but i gotta suck it up and get it done right? family, is good. friends, are good xpt kt had her appendix removed...weeeirrrd. last friday had to be one of the best hangin out times evvvvr. we couldnt hang out at alex's, or kts so we went to amandas. earlier i had lunch w/rossi at matzuyamas mmmmmm. so we went to amandas gorgeous casa, and hung out there it was a lot of fun. just 4 girlies giggling and being super cool. later we went to pick up a sackity sack sack pour moi, et madmoiselle katie, MAmma Mias was the best ever cuzm i had never gone, and afterwards we chilled in Alex's moms caro. it might be the girl hormones or somethin but i had a bombass time.
well i just finished that entry from a whillle ago.
Recently i started thinking about it, and i never wanted to be a douche about fuckin el jay, cuzm well its just the fuckin internet n shit, but i do use el jay for more than keeping in touch w/ friends, and seeing how they are, its just my way of ranting sometimes too, a lot of what i type in here, is just me raw, its a lot of what i have and still continue to keep in, and its the stuff that has made me a fucked up kid in some ways. This is my therapy, this is my shit, my business, me me me. i feel i cant really be honest or say certain things in here, w/o wondering w/ the fuck people who apparantly care dont, are reading this, as well as offending and "intimidating" people, because if ye knew me that well, those would never be my intentions. so fuck you, this shits goin on friends only, and if you really care youd make the effort to read. love you all dearly fuckers. and its been a nice ride up to this. just ditch me here.
"im starting to feel sick to my stomach, it seems as if my esophagus is preping itself for a heaving of monsters...anticipating to deliver themselves from within me."
well i just finished that entry from a whillle ago.
Recently i started thinking about it, and i never wanted to be a douche about fuckin el jay, cuzm well its just the fuckin internet n shit, but i do use el jay for more than keeping in touch w/ friends, and seeing how they are, its just my way of ranting sometimes too, a lot of what i type in here, is just me raw, its a lot of what i have and still continue to keep in, and its the stuff that has made me a fucked up kid in some ways. This is my therapy, this is my shit, my business, me me me. i feel i cant really be honest or say certain things in here, w/o wondering w/ the fuck people who apparantly care dont, are reading this, as well as offending and "intimidating" people, because if ye knew me that well, those would never be my intentions. so fuck you, this shits goin on friends only, and if you really care youd make the effort to read. love you all dearly fuckers. and its been a nice ride up to this. just ditch me here.
"im starting to feel sick to my stomach, it seems as if my esophagus is preping itself for a heaving of monsters...anticipating to deliver themselves from within me."