sleeping in is giving in. telling the truth, is admitting the lies are real.
So my friday had to be quite a rollercoaster. for most if not all the schoolday if felt like utter shit.whomever reads this already knows why i felt like shit. but i talked to casey about it and felt a way better afterwards. later on i hung at home for a bit until my mummy got offa work, as well as alex. i hung out w/ alex and kt from like 6 till 11 just bakin, literally and well our fav bakin. those effin cupcakes were theeee shitttt. go go tjews. that dark chocolate was orgasmic! man im sucha a fiend. but yeah we mos def had a good time. i really missed that kind of fuckin around chillen out fun. i think tonight i might either go bowling, or play pool or both w/my bro's klo and my cousin. so this should be fun. im real happy that i just confronted my fears, and just let stuff out. cuzm i think it just was killing me a whole lot inside. alex made me some mixes of some of her music and i love them so much, it made yesterday soo much better. i swear they seemed to be the soundtrack of my day. its mainly indie music. but i really like it cuz its mellow compared to my stuff but its not sappy shit. its actually upliftingly beautiful music.:D well im runnin outta stuff to say. but so far the bad has ended and now its time for me to stop practicing old habits..