Mar 16, 2006 23:08
I just want to rip your face apart smack you down into the floor and then tell me what you feel. make me feel lke a worthless piece of shit, i dont fit your mold, i dont dress your style, i swear and im mad. Im just the little shit disturber you always fear. im none of these you know. Im the kid who sits there wondering why they're fuckin here, An institution shapping you into the consumer. the laborer, the person that will fuel your corporation. but fuck you im none of those. I dont even know myself. Yeah i dont strive to be the best but why? it takes up time, energy that i will never regain. energy in which i dont see any resuts but the mediocre ones, the ones that label yourself as a kid who has no poetential no dreams, no strive to want to live, but i do. but i feel,i feel, i fucking feel. all these lessons i already know, i might not have gotten a fuckin certificate or a seal of approval. but fuck you cuzm im none of these. i know myself already and dont need to prove you shit. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
summer search can go fuck themselves if i get in biiig fuckin surprise. i really hope carla gets it. when they said intense interview they also said it was gonna be straining bc of the questions and stuff. but it wasnt so much that i answered all of their questions and even argued some of them to say hey this is how i am not what you think. it really seemed as if they were trying to pry something that wasnt there out of u . i felt accused. i felt like i was being inspected. being checked. im just so over this. fuck it im too hungry and my eyes are too irritated to want to fuckin type more. all ive gotta say is you will never know me so go fuck yourself.