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When my dad wiped my computer last weekend, he didn't back up the crap I wanted to save. I lost... everything. It may not seem all that important to you, but my life- hours of my stuff was there. All my paintings, stories, poems, pictures, music, put together htmls I was learning for my new super cool LJ layout, agh- I feel bad thinking about it. But on the bright side- most of my stories were written in various half filled notebooks with all my random shit in there, and I have a couple of CDs with some of the music I lost. I've been trying to recreate everything, and in the begininning it seemed like it'd work out. Ah, but it's not... maybe I should just try painting new stuff, writing new things, start over. I'm still pretty bummed.