rain rain go away...
I hope it doesn't rain like this forever, that'd be a definite bummer. Rain always makes me a little bit sad, and tired. I had a crappy day to start out with and the longer the day wore on- the crappier I felt. I have like 3098430598 feelings going on inside of me. I can't pick one out from the other. Some of them I know what I'm feeling, but I'm not supposed to be feeling it. I'm just so restless. I feel like something should come into light, like now I should see why everything that happened- happened. It's confusing. I could be laughing and smiling at a memory and then the next minute my heart is breaking. It's really weird. I should be moving on, but once I am completly convinced I am over something... I find out I'm not. Maybe it's because it takes so long for me to love someone, once I do I can't shake the feeling. It isn't a feeling anymore- it's like apart of me. Maybe that's it, a part of me is missing. I don't feel whole anymore.