_-_ Zzzzz I'm still tired
I was so tired last night, after graduation and what not (Thanks Laura!!!) I went home and took a nap. After my nap-thing (which I almost never take) I get on the computer to check my email and chat for a little while. Then it was time fo rme to go to bed. I had the worst nightmares I have ever had in a long time last night. I think the first dream was about me getting killed in the rain, I don't know- it was odd. But I tried to scream and nothing came out of my mouth. I guess I was strangeled or something because I woke up and felt I was so out of breath. I sat there for a while, and then I went back to sleep. I dreamt I was in my work, but my work was huge and it had more workers. It was snowing and cold outside, but outside was an enormous city. And my boss wasn't her normal height, she was taller than me... or maybe I was shorter... I don't really know. She was running around yelling at everyone- and I was trying ot get this guy ice cream and a milkshake but I kept messing up the numbers in my register and so I had to keep refunding him over and over and over... and the icecream he wanted had other icecream all over it. I went to the back room to hide because we didn't have his ice cream (I don't know why I hide, but I felt really scared). This guy was back there and he said something about marriage, I don't know all I know was someone was supposed to get married to me. Then my boss came in and killed him for talking to me and I started to cry, maybe I was supposed to get married to him because I woke up again and I felt like I was actually crying. I went back to sleep again, and I don't really remember much about the dream except I watched Mom, Dad, Devin, and Chad being killed together in one room. Then Laura and Heaven were killed in another. It was weird, because no one saw me standing there and again, I couldn't scream. The dreams last night were bizarre and I never ever usually remember my dreams- except the ones that are really scary or are about death. So after the third dream I decided to wake up (about and hour and a half ago) and go find my mom downstairs to try and calm down. I guess my subconcious is having a severe anxiety attack or something. It was odd, I wish I had a dream dictionary!