0_0 Hello stranger!
It's def. been a few days since I've updated. Not much has been going on lately. Heaven got beemed in the face with a foam ball in gym yesterday. Battle ball- it's dodge ball with sadistic intentions. We went to the womens restroom in the commons but she was bleeding so bad we had to go to the clinic. Doug will pay, lol. I think he feels bad. I feel so odd. Monday was a real bummer, but things picked up so fast. I feel great. For the first time in over a year, I'm looking forward to the future. I'm not busy looking back into yesterday anymore. Stuff happens, but that can't be helped. I know I'm just way better off without some people in my life. I'm working harder towards being the best person I can be. I can see and feel the difference. I've been the same person my whole life, nothing can change that... but I know they'll definatly be some changes. There wasn't anything wrong with me, I was just unhappy. I was unhappy with the way I felt all the time. It was so hard to smile. Strike that, it was hard to smile and mean it. If there was a best friend's of the year award- Heaven and Beth Anne would win it. They have always been there for me, thick and then. No one, no one, could change that. They mean the world to me, <3 truly. I don't think most people experience a true best friend. I know my friend Laura and Courtney are true best friends, like Heaven, Beth Anne, and I. But outside of that, I don't really see it. Everyone should have someone they can trust fully and completly, everyone should have someone who understands them. Acceptance is something everyone wants deep down inside. Even if they say they don't, it's human nature. You can't be an emotionally balanced person without it...
^.^ I love each and everyone of my friends very much... I hope they know that.
<3
^.^ I love each and everyone of my friends very much... I hope they know that.
<3