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Bleh
Ehh, I could say I care- but then I would be lieing. I don't think it's all that hard to hate people. I'm sure people don't like me all that much... and I don't think they realize I'm fine with that too. I'm not apathetic, I care about a lot of things. It's just, somethings aren't worth worrying about. Some people aren't worth caring about. By not letting that get in the way of me, I think I move on faster. Sometimes it's stressing to keep everything bottled up inside of me... and eventaully it comes pouring out--- but I keep the emotional buildup creative and I write or draw something. I honestly don't care what people think. I know everyone says that these days... but it's hard to find someone who actually isn't affected with this 'social disease'. It's not like I don't laugh and shit. But it's not like I trust everyone and their brother. Sometimes I feel lonely. I mean really lonely. Not alone- I always have Heav and BAA. Most of the time I feel like I'm contemplating some mystery and I feel sad or blue or some wacky shit. Whatever Im out.
Ehh, I could say I care- but then I would be lieing. I don't think it's all that hard to hate people. I'm sure people don't like me all that much... and I don't think they realize I'm fine with that too. I'm not apathetic, I care about a lot of things. It's just, somethings aren't worth worrying about. Some people aren't worth caring about. By not letting that get in the way of me, I think I move on faster. Sometimes it's stressing to keep everything bottled up inside of me... and eventaully it comes pouring out--- but I keep the emotional buildup creative and I write or draw something. I honestly don't care what people think. I know everyone says that these days... but it's hard to find someone who actually isn't affected with this 'social disease'. It's not like I don't laugh and shit. But it's not like I trust everyone and their brother. Sometimes I feel lonely. I mean really lonely. Not alone- I always have Heav and BAA. Most of the time I feel like I'm contemplating some mystery and I feel sad or blue or some wacky shit. Whatever Im out.